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Suicide Discussion

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bloomingdark
I want to ctb like, right now
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7
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652
kukukoko
K
KleinerWolf
Venting The root problem and the secondary problems stemming from it (immigration and gambling)
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2
Views
497
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
A Desperate Fool
I miss my wife and I have N.
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7
Views
825
UseItOrLoseIt
U
R
  • Poll
Anhedonia, illness, meds or both?
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10
Views
825
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
Oozzy
Story Message From My Only Friend
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9
Views
848
Bergamot
Bergamot
Odwin
It's getting worse.
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2
Views
453
Odwin
Odwin
Gothsinner
Venting The story of my life warning long.
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5
Views
1K
AQUA
AQUA
H
Is your reason “valid”?
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22
Views
1K
Beachedwhale
B
Fthis
  • Poll
Discussion Birthday
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24
Views
840
Bigpink
B
dropdeadfred
Discussion Do you think CTB will ever feel right (for you) when the time comes?
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16
Views
895
katesmith
K
cheesefundamental
Discussion Is it just me, or is writing the letters a struggle?
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2
Views
469
cheesefundamental
cheesefundamental
L
Back again after 2 years away
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4
Views
617
terryruss
T
W
Without everyone here I would be dead
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16
Views
944
whywere
W
WornOutLife
Story That time I was a suicidal teen
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3
Views
754
nolongerhuman
nolongerhuman
nolongerhuman
Venting Paralyzed with dread
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2
Views
498
suicide4me
S
R
Never ending cycle
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6
Views
1K
Roseate
R
cheesefundamental
Method Questions about methods and results of slitting wrists.
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3
Views
3K
EmbraceOfTheVoid
EmbraceOfTheVoid
L
Why is life even a thing?
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46
Views
2K
LetMeGoPlease
L
it's_all_a_game
Venting Close to death.
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2
Views
488
Sprite_Geist
Sprite_Geist
W
Story The power of one word
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5
Views
811
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
Rustysoupcan
Venting Feel like Im one tragedy away from ctb
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1
Views
330
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
L
There is not after life
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10
Views
627
Jumper Geo
Jumper Geo
N
Forensic psychiatry pure HELL
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3
Views
592
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
Soapie
The only times I can find peace is when I imagine my death
Replies
6
Views
523
mpnf
mpnf
M
How to get the courage to finally do it?
Replies
7
Views
1K
TotallyIsolated
T
hfdepression30
Taking a walk.. did someone CTB here?
Replies
7
Views
845
Mentalmick
Mentalmick
butterscotch
Help what could $40 get me?
Replies
9
Views
856
NoMoreMorbidity
NoMoreMorbidity
F
Having to ctb alone
Replies
8
Views
794
Worndown
Worndown
Amumu
Method What is necessary to buy for the CO method?
Replies
2
Views
547
Symbiote
S
xLosthopex
Venting Been told I’m going to die soon
Replies
14
Views
2K
NoMoreMorbidity
NoMoreMorbidity
K
Venting Full sespension hanging
Replies
30
Views
2K
katesmith
K
NothingElseMatters
I have a job interview on monday
Replies
12
Views
993
NothingElseMatters
NothingElseMatters
sweetbraid
attempting suicide amid medical transition (hrt)
Replies
4
Views
517
sweetbraid
sweetbraid
Lynh
Venting Estoy tan cansada de esta miserable vida
Replies
23
Views
1K
NoSurprises
N
R
SN delivered
Replies
9
Views
849
UterEntonaur
UterEntonaur
W
Discussion Planning full suspension
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10
Views
1K
katesmith
K
bad luck
Suicide in Spain.
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7
Views
723
bad luck
bad luck
aminend
is anyone from iran here?
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2
Views
571
aminend
aminend
rundschlinge78
Full suspension hanging: step off stool quickly or lower yourself slowly?
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8
Views
2K
katesmith
K
Odwin
How to deal with joylessness?
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14
Views
748
Odwin
Odwin
TheNorthernSilence
  • Locked
I'm being bullied here
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35
Views
4K
ThisWillNeverStop
ThisWillNeverStop
P
Discussion Purchasing a grave plot?
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20
Views
822
hfdepression30
hfdepression30
narval
Venting every day is harder to deal with my family
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2
Views
484
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Are others in denial about how bad your condition is?
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19
Views
1K
popcorn
popcorn
x_LittleAmy_x
  • Locked
Marquis' talk with fixthe26!
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180
Views
17K
RainAndSadness
RainAndSadness
O
I want CTB every night. Every morning I tell myself - okay fucking one more chance for me today.
Replies
19
Views
817
hfdepression30
hfdepression30
S
Help Buying SN in US and shipping it to France ?
Replies
31
Views
3K
PerteDeChance
P
L
Discussion Amlodipine overdose
Replies
0
Views
508
Lame Old Duke
L
L
Help Are there people who failed SN without any interruption and following the regime properly?
Replies
4
Views
1K
whatever101
whatever101
R
My Plan
Replies
11
Views
997
RowdyH999
R
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