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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
I
Venting Have to write my suicide note
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12
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695
Forever Sleep
F
C
How to not be connected to the forum after CTB
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8
Views
878
Smart No More
S
S
I have never felt scared about ctb
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2
Views
531
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
hellispink
I regret having trust the wrong people and taking wrong decisions
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18
Views
1K
Why Me?
W
E
Finally got my SN from DD & also potential hope!
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3
Views
670
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
TAW122
Resource TRTNLE "honk experiment"
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2
Views
759
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
J
World record for least time in an intentional drowning
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1
Views
513
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
deathLiberation
Money has the reverse effect - Billionaires want to live FOREVER
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16
Views
900
Euthanza
Euthanza
I
I bought a rope
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8
Views
835
Shu
Shu
G
  • Poll
Failed or never attempted
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41
Views
3K
MayTheStars
MayTheStars
I
Method Do suicide kits still exist?
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5
Views
2K
Julgran
J
S
Story Money is the main reason to me CTB ASAP rest is very happy life
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18
Views
1K
Euthanza
Euthanza
S
Method SN method + Partial Hanging kneeling position - medications for SN potentiation, assume kneeling position and then SN
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2
Views
660
veryhappyhuman
veryhappyhuman
nosurpries
Discussion news story about sn
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3
Views
580
jcksonb22
jcksonb22
J
Be 100% honest: have you ever self harmed somewhere that people would obviously see?
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9
Views
564
DreamSurfer
DreamSurfer
nys
Can anyone in NJ give me a ride?
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1
Views
461
jcksonb22
jcksonb22
egyptBp
  • Question
Ctb reason
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14
Views
836
DreamSurfer
DreamSurfer
Oozzy
Venting I don't want to live but too scared to suicide
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17
Views
1K
Hiraeth Grimoire
Hiraeth Grimoire
ojinzo
Another night
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5
Views
543
Aeathelina
Aeathelina
F
Put back again. Banality of posts
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25
Views
954
Aeathelina
Aeathelina
U
Best oragel product for SN?
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2
Views
510
user48
U
H
Venting what the fuck is the point of escapism
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29
Views
2K
FinalDestiny
FinalDestiny
TheBroken
CTB - Caring
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5
Views
644
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
Anxieyote
Help I need someone to talk to.
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6
Views
583
Flying Away
F
HopefulButPrepared
In the UK, if you can't survive without life support for a certain length of time, do they turn it off?
Replies
7
Views
505
Flying Away
F
narval
Closer than ever
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5
Views
559
plshlpme
P
T
Does anyone know how someone would go about purchasing Cerbera Odollam seeds?
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8
Views
1K
toforigivelife
T
T
SN and supplies are almost complete - looking for support
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4
Views
517
Theanswer
T
HopefulButPrepared
My most nihilistic thoughts...
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5
Views
699
Forever Sleep
F
TheDoomedDoomer
What happens if I vomit SN after going unconscious?
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20
Views
2K
TheDoomedDoomer
TheDoomedDoomer
M
Story I have a partner but I don't want to hurt them
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4
Views
634
Worndown
Worndown
C
Does anyone on here live in Portsmouth, UK?
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7
Views
675
Sun n showers
S
S
Has anyone ordered N to India from D?
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8
Views
1K
Sunny-Pia
Sunny-Pia
protocorpse
Help Online Meto USA. Any feedback on source?
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0
Views
332
protocorpse
protocorpse
J
How do I measure 25 grams of SN without any weighing equipment
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15
Views
1K
anaconda
anaconda
K
Venting I want to get as many physical illnesses as possible
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12
Views
1K
hiAbbey
hiAbbey
Dizzylady80
Method Partial + nitrous oxide (lauging gas)
Replies
8
Views
1K
Shu
Shu
everythingblack
giving up through living vicariously?
Replies
9
Views
610
AprilieJalnic
AprilieJalnic
Murasa
Let the disease kill me
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7
Views
696
anaconda
anaconda
D
Method Amlodipine
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4
Views
1K
anaconda
anaconda
B
I have 2 bottles of N and antiemetics
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11
Views
1K
Sunny-Pia
Sunny-Pia
D
Discussion What therapies and diagnoses did you have?
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5
Views
545
sneezing123
S
R
Decided on a Date
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2
Views
364
sneezing123
S
FuneralCry
To me, making jokes about suicide is insensitive. The suffering in this world is very real.
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27
Views
1K
Symbiote
S
Shu
Do you mind giving your perspective on this? FixThe26
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57
Views
4K
DreamSurfer
DreamSurfer
D
Quick question sorry to interrupt is there anyone on here from the uk? I want to ask if they had problems with getting N from the source D.
Replies
8
Views
1K
anaconda
anaconda
TAW122
Venting An example of presumptuous prolifers
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11
Views
896
Euthanza
Euthanza
LowLevelChimp
Story Slowly crawling to the inevitable end.
Replies
2
Views
507
Againstthewind
Againstthewind
antihuman.
What drugs can make me go unconscious
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5
Views
703
ghqkiiia2
G
N-methylamphetamine
Venting I feel like my parents hate me
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4
Views
462
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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