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Suicide Discussion

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LostHope556
Preparing - I feel fucking fantastic
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15
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1K
rottenhopes
rottenhopes
Hanniewants2die
Dumb confessions of a dumb girl pt.6
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1
Views
401
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
TheWorstLife
Venting Dont rely on other people for happiness
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33
Views
1K
socksnsandles
S
S
opened my sn and sniffed it
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1
Views
212
Chemi
Chemi
Mooncry
Venting I wish I was with an older man
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13
Views
2K
WrathfulGloom32
W
briardweller
Painfulness of SN
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3
Views
611
Dante_
Dante_
dewdfish
OD attempt and why it failed.
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6
Views
859
dewdfish
dewdfish
GIGN.Officiel
Discussion Are you worried/convinced you don't have a personality?
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13
Views
604
Xi-Xi
Xi-Xi
terrrrrrragon
Lack of interaction makes me feel actively suicidal
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8
Views
612
LastNite
LastNite
S
Is anyone planning on travelling to Latin America to obtain N in the coming months?
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24
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1K
diagon24
D
P
Help wheres the nembutal/pentobarbital protocol thread?
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4
Views
326
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
burninghill
Feeling worse after deciding to stay alive
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9
Views
577
AstralMadness
AstralMadness
goingforawalk
Help could a well-written suicide note bring closure to my parents and family?
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12
Views
1K
FinalesFunkeln
FinalesFunkeln
S
UK sources
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3
Views
520
Tautochrome
Tautochrome
F
tide products to ctb with?
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0
Views
165
FreshCrabs
F
H
Discussion How much water for SN?
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3
Views
199
heydude56
H
AstralMadness
Help Do you really need distilled water for SN?
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5
Views
494
AstralMadness
AstralMadness
R
Venting Poetic moment
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0
Views
230
roatvek
R
MrsT-800
I am tired, but I am also...
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1
Views
377
instormdrains
instormdrains
whocares?
Help Does pests work? Also with painkillers?
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6
Views
456
samarah988
samarah988
c4di
thinking about how people will act after i CTB
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3
Views
194
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
G
Method Question for method?
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1
Views
313
AstralMadness
AstralMadness
SuicidalCurryBoy
Venting Got some LifeFuel after ages, fellas!
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3
Views
385
SuicidalCurryBoy
SuicidalCurryBoy
kuroshimi
Venting I don't want to see much of 2026
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2
Views
424
AstralMadness
AstralMadness
toyu
Trying to find the right time (+vent)
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4
Views
606
toyu
toyu
social construct
Help I feel so ugly
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2
Views
332
social construct
social construct
V
Can someone explain to me how to order benzos off the deepweb
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0
Views
198
valleyofthedolls
V
dying_kwik2000
Discussion Feeling alone and trapped
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0
Views
212
dying_kwik2000
dying_kwik2000
S
Not a good day. Needing advice
Replies
6
Views
500
slowlydyinginside
S
fuyuu
Venting snow
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3
Views
373
littlecutecorpse
littlecutecorpse
he1terskelter
Help Please help me with my sn protocol
Replies
0
Views
259
he1terskelter
he1terskelter
aerilana
i hate my brain
Replies
0
Views
348
aerilana
aerilana
schatzbunny
Venting no context
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0
Views
252
schatzbunny
schatzbunny
simonttt
Venting Random trimestrial thoughts 🥷
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0
Views
269
simonttt
simonttt
Concorde
Help relief, but also access/shopping/doctors
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2
Views
422
Concorde
Concorde
no_another_hell
Help how do you find locations for jumping?
Replies
6
Views
679
tamamori
tamamori
dying_kwik2000
Venting I just had a panic attack
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1
Views
348
Terrible_Life
Terrible_Life
Cynthia
Is it less painful to be shot in the head or heart?
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23
Views
1K
Defenestration
Defenestration
ilovepsyschonaut4
Help Have my plans been ruined?
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4
Views
446
ilovepsyschonaut4
ilovepsyschonaut4
MrsT-800
Isn’t a husband supposed to love you?
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3
Views
299
CatLvr
C
M
Help How to overcome fear
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6
Views
507
maxy1738
M
S
Doesn't it seem odd
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9
Views
739
Lost Dreamer
Lost Dreamer
dying_kwik2000
Discussion I feel like im making life worse for everyone. Desperate to ctb in a few days.
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3
Views
301
braintorture
braintorture
slipnslideal
Venting the small things
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4
Views
530
braintorture
braintorture
danivodka5
  • Question
Gum SN diet
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1
Views
284
rozeske
R
meiherasayuri
Venting My paranoia is consuming me
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0
Views
162
meiherasayuri
meiherasayuri
RENOX
Method What's the most painful and the brutal method?
Replies
9
Views
708
OzymandiAsh
OzymandiAsh
sillypuppygirl
Venting i feel guilty for hurting my bf & it makes me want to hurt myself
Replies
9
Views
898
sillypuppygirl
sillypuppygirl
ArteriesBindEveryon
About to graduate into the worst job market for young people in history. Should I even try to live?
Replies
15
Views
668
looking4partner
L
D
Venting things will never get better
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0
Views
343
dwtsleepy123
D
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