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shinigami
Feb 20, 2026
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I was lucky enough to my hands on a stack of pharmaceutical drugs and I was wondering if this would be enough to CTB.

NOTE:
I've been using Heroin over the past week for fun to simply block out my PTSD, bad idea I know but turns out its really enjoyable to consume

Here's what I have for possible CTB:
  • Approx 1 Grams worth of Street Grade Heroin (not optimal I know)
  • 100 50mg Tramadol
  • 25 1MG Alprazolam Pharmaceutical Grade
  • 15 ?MG (I think 20mg) of Gel Gapsule Tamazepam
  • A strip of Pregablin
  • Alcohol if necessary
Thoughts on my CTB stack?

I was thinking I could swallow hella pills and snort the heroin after drinking a fuck ton of Alcohol like a full bottle of vodka to get drunk.

Previous post
I decided to abort because IV'ing is way more logistically complex then I prepared for.
I literally missed both shots.
 
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