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Suicide Discussion

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Rye
Venting No one to talk to
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8
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774
betternever2havbeen
B
L
Venting having to do suicidal depression without drugs or I get evicted...
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4
Views
644
LittleJem
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B
Venting Having suicidal friends is weird like I don’t want them to die but I want to die and get upset when people try to stop me…
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12
Views
916
betternever2havbeen
B
Knbmt
want to go to Mexico for ctb but a little scared
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3
Views
680
FireWalkWithMe
F
B
Anyone from Mexico
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1
Views
549
Jamesun
Jamesun
Haruka
I really need somebody
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32
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2K
Jamesun
Jamesun
sincerely dead
Thursdays & Fridays are my weakest days. Can someone help?
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10
Views
962
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
greyblue_bian
Venting Post-Hippie Mentality (Vent)
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3
Views
509
lopsidedcrawdad1
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Busridin'26
Im sorry for my existence.
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0
Views
351
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
hunterfla
Rope for partial...good enough?
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1
Views
472
Victim.Of.Life
V
CTB Dream
Venting Ansurd life
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0
Views
391
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
flyingrabbitt
Venting My Life is Unreal
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11
Views
1K
Sweet Tart
Sweet Tart
D
West Bay Cliffs
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0
Views
478
dggtscccvfd
D
P
Venting No way out ...
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9
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1K
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
N
My life should be pretty different than this shit
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2
Views
398
Forever Sleep
F
Busridin'26
Venting Why even bother.
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3
Views
471
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
allysnapple25
  • Question
Help Why cant I go through with it?
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8
Views
695
Praestat_Mori
P
Jamesun
I've been thinking a bit.
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7
Views
477
Dazai Disciple
Dazai Disciple
generaltonight1709
should i go through with my plan tonight or tomorrow
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14
Views
1K
Jezzibell
Jezzibell
SanguineShark
Venting Relationship problems causing ctb thoughts
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6
Views
602
SanguineShark
SanguineShark
Navi
Is there something wrong with me or am I delusional?
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11
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1K
90starve
90starve
FireFox
Suicidal people do reach out for help but nobody wants to listen nor help
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21
Views
1K
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
user933957
Venting dokt know what to do
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8
Views
531
user933957
user933957
MrDarkness
Venting Pro lifers and shit
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20
Views
1K
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
S
Method Julian Sands method
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5
Views
2K
delusionalgirl
delusionalgirl
FuneralCry
Venting Do you feel like death is coming soon or is far away?
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38
Views
2K
Owl_07
Owl_07
M
Sodium Selenite is the new lethal salt update on ppeh
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52
Views
5K
jwordz
J
F
Trapped in a living nightmare?
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4
Views
719
N0FWayIneedtogo
N0FWayIneedtogo
N
POST SSRI SEXUAL DYSFUNCTION
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26
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2K
N0FWayIneedtogo
N0FWayIneedtogo
miguel6565
Discussion How is/was your experience whit SSRI?
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16
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2K
N0FWayIneedtogo
N0FWayIneedtogo
P
Want to kill myself because of PSSD
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23
Views
2K
N0FWayIneedtogo
N0FWayIneedtogo
E
Venting I wish I had an accessible and quick method
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4
Views
904
Valky
Valky
G
Help How much promazine to die?
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2
Views
485
LostInNowhere
L
BustOrBust
Venting Would we be okay?
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1
Views
454
LittleAngel
LittleAngel
feder
Help How do I explain razor blades in my room?
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9
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2K
feder
feder
Her's
Help My brother is also considering CTB, and i dont know what to do
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9
Views
1K
Her's
Her's
WaffleWoman
Help legality of SN in Canada?
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5
Views
652
myjourney4now
myjourney4now
usernameNotFound
Help drinking antifreeze method
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13
Views
5K
FireWalkWithMe
F
Daxter_87
Discussion We have been conditioned to feel guilty for having "negative" thoughs, emotions, outlooks, etc.
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5
Views
493
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
Darkover
Venting random rambling
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1
Views
389
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
_Minsk
Quitting job, any good reasons to state why without naming ctb but also not going full on lying?
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5
Views
555
Octopixie
Octopixie
Busridin'26
Discussion Living to die or dying to live?
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3
Views
451
Forever Sleep
F
J
Help Reason for ordering Domperidone online.
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5
Views
724
Jezzibell
Jezzibell
R
Help Legal benzos
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9
Views
2K
Remus88
R
scarletstarlet
Is it still possible to get SN in Canada?
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1
Views
408
Darkover
Darkover
Darkover
life inside these machines is a unwanted burden
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2
Views
744
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
R
UK dnm user's
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0
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383
Remus88
R
Busridin'26
Discussion Good morning and some thoughts on comfort while planning to CTB.
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5
Views
937
counting-out-time
counting-out-time
Owl_07
Doubt about SN purity aquarium test result
Replies
4
Views
685
Owl_07
Owl_07
lament.
Discussion Conversation with a friend
Replies
5
Views
563
Forever Sleep
F
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