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Suicide Discussion

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ggetout33
I hate my brain
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7
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612
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
sugarmagnolia
ever gotten to the point where youll do anything?
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14
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1K
Deathisbetter
D
S
How do you hide your plans from your friends, family, therapists
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11
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769
tarabole
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oooobeeeeii
Venting So tired of mental health system
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2
Views
505
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
PinkyStat
Lost the opportunity
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2
Views
422
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
AllFoxedOut
Method Death by electrocution?
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10
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2K
Praestat_Mori
P
MiseryWithoutCompany
Venting I can look at the mirror, but not when my friends can see me.
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4
Views
588
Parasitic
Parasitic
H
Charcoal
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16
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1K
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
tiredangelgirl
If money weren't an issue, would you even be on this site?
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72
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2K
alrondlondo
alrondlondo
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  • Poll
Discussion Who in real life knows you want to CTB? Poll
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44
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2K
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
H
wanting to ctb while hugging my pets (hanging vs SN)
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9
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772
swanegg333
swanegg333
Beyond_Body
Medication that permanently removes all fear and destroys amygdala
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5
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1K
loyalskateboard
loyalskateboard
S
My sn protocol
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2
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1K
Snake9111
S
R
chris cornell.
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4
Views
751
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
sanction
(VIDEO) Pro-Lifers ruining people's CTB plans, then act like hero's and get all the praise
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8
Views
937
sanction
sanction
J
Selenium
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2
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1K
jwordz
J
Knbmt
Story I was rich for a while
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3
Views
862
Knbmt
Knbmt
A
Maybe I Won’t Make It
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10
Views
989
alrondlondo
alrondlondo
M
Venting When did it all started for you?
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7
Views
865
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
R
once again confused about partial hanging.
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1
Views
617
delusionalgirl
delusionalgirl
Busridin'26
Venting Day to day is not getting better
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6
Views
681
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
starrvingstar
Venting my head hurts.
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0
Views
396
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
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Discussion If you had 24 hours to catch the bus, would you be ready?
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39
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2K
AresCohere
AresCohere
Busridin'26
Starting the planning/details.
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3
Views
522
just_so_done
J
theRetroHawk
The illusion of success and happiness
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7
Views
817
EternalShore
EternalShore
S
How long have you been thinking about the CTB?
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29
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1K
BlazingBob
BlazingBob
B
How would it feel to die on phenobarbital
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12
Views
2K
John12
J
S
first thread
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7
Views
585
cami
cami
bunnyeve
im selfish and there's no reason for my sadness
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3
Views
473
cami
cami
Daxter_87
Venting The outside world feels awful
Replies
5
Views
591
cami
cami
Terrible00
Venting Guilt
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9
Views
575
cami
cami
B
Method What combination and amount of drugs can kill an obese person?
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0
Views
513
bipolarbaby
B
D
NSFW Hookups while depressed
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18
Views
2K
deletedaccount30982
D
F
  • Poll
Discussion How long have you been suicidal for? Poll
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37
Views
2K
12_Years_Late
12_Years_Late
T
Anyone experienced with opioid OD?
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2
Views
484
toofargone6969
toofargone6969
DarkRose
SN explanation video
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2
Views
811
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
Anónimo
Discussion Painful but effective methods?
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9
Views
1K
Gonnerr
G
D
Venting “ No matter what happens,life is still Beautiful! “
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31
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2K
Hollowman
H
dandan
Checking upon my 4 year old expired N, still looks clear no crystals formed.
Replies
6
Views
687
dandan
dandan
blank_slab
Venting I still feel empty
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2
Views
610
blank_slab
blank_slab
swanegg333
Help Marijuana use during SN method?
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10
Views
1K
dimstar
dimstar
L
Help How do you fake getting better?
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5
Views
513
woh6
woh6
love_peep
Story my first attempt ctb
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5
Views
760
Readytogo246
R
Moonset
Attempting CTB tonight
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19
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2K
heavyeyes
heavyeyes
P
Venting Nothing is getting better, everything I touch is becoming instantly a failure
Replies
2
Views
407
𖣂𖣂𖣂.
𖣂𖣂𖣂.
dandan
Is there any way to test N?
Replies
0
Views
391
dandan
dandan
L
Venting gender dysphoria
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3
Views
524
angel31
angel31
J
(united kingdom) DDMAPh?
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0
Views
424
John12
J
N
College is fake. Everything is fucking fake!
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1
Views
579
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
plain_jane
Venting anyone else feel sick of advice from those who don't get reality
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3
Views
564
BleedingHeartofPain
BleedingHeartofPain
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