Venting Being my kind of suicidal around normal, supportive people is a terrible thing

[ultrasharpy123456]

Because they don't understand. Normal people do not comprehend what it's like to always be suicidal. It doesn't come up in their brain, they have too much to think about. And they never take a hint. For better or for worse. They just don't get it. But I stayed around them long enough and turned them all into crazies because of my craziness. That is my fault.

It's my fault. I had the money to buy a shotgun online from a gun shop that didn't cost anything for background checks and I blew it.

 

[anhedonicNfoggy]

Regular people don't have much tolerance for depressing stuff. It's not ur fault. That's not enough to suddenly change people.

Sorry, do you mind sending me the link to the gun shop?

 

[ultrasharpy123456]

Regular people don't have much tolerance for depressing stuff. It's not ur fault. That's not enough to suddenly change people.

Sorry, do you mind sending me the link to the gun shop?

Don't have it anymore. It was gun runners, it's permanently closed unfortunately.