It's so hard when you on the verge of breakdown to research ways to CTB

[kkkangkkk]

I hate this world for making it so hard to CTB.
On the verge of breakdown, shaking, while looking for information. It's so hard to process information. Everything's so complicated.

 

[Darkover]

yep we're just stuck here into your body breaks down completely, we're just being hold hostage,i just wish we all had a easy option to ctb

 

[ipmanwc0]

I hate this world for making it so hard to CTB.
On the verge of breakdown, shaking, while looking for information. It's so hard to process information. Everything's so complicated.

yeah pro lifers make ctb very difficult.

 

[Jan1193]

We are in this toguether, I suposs. It would be so nice if we just have a bottom when we really don't wanted to still alive no matter who cares and who don't. After all, nothing really matters at the end. I really believe that is unnecesary all this pain, despair and shame before to die

 

[kkkangkkk]

yep we're just stuck here into your body breaks down completely, we're just being hold hostage,i just wish we all had a easy option to ctb

I honestly feel so stupid with not being able to process these complicated steps with various methods.
I suppose the hanging method is the easiest in terms of materials and steps. I am just trying to look into that right now.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it disgusting and beyond cruel how people even have to research suicide methods on the internet in the first place, I despise how we cannot just free ourselves from this existence in a guaranteed and peaceful way despite the fact that death is completely normal and inevitable, in fact for me the only relief lies in death. Suicide really is way too unnecessarily difficult and it's unacceptable how it's that way, I also hate this dreadful world.