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Suicide Discussion

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cherrybubblegum
i almost died
Replies
6
Views
593
Worndown
Worndown
AboutTom
Venting They really want us to suffer alone and quietly
Replies
4
Views
542
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
bloodymouth
Venting I want to die, bug I can't
Replies
2
Views
391
bloodymouth
bloodymouth
Gone.
Propofol CTB
Replies
7
Views
1K
Valky
Valky
Eternal Sleep!
Help Got my SN, don't know it's real though!?
Replies
19
Views
1K
stilhavinightmares
stilhavinightmares
Archness
Venting Half Alive - Decaying
Replies
6
Views
597
charlotte_
charlotte_
quietly_gone
Discussion i am thinking about exposing my abusive family to the world before i ctb.
Replies
10
Views
1K
HerculePoirot
H
RatLiker
Will I be accepted into heaven?
Replies
57
Views
5K
ringo99
ringo99
someone.somewhere
SN source scandi/Norway
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3
Views
455
TheDog_
TheDog_
CTB Dream
Even before no different
Replies
1
Views
328
leftdreaming
leftdreaming
ocdrowsy
Finding it hard to explain my emotions
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2
Views
419
ocdrowsy
ocdrowsy
clockwork_cat
  • Question
Help Dealing with SI
Replies
10
Views
955
Rollo
Rollo
samishii
Help What are the best possible methods when you have no money, no access to water bodies or tall buildings?
Replies
30
Views
2K
ThisIsLife
ThisIsLife
ghostofapoet
Help questions regarding partial suspension
Replies
0
Views
435
ghostofapoet
ghostofapoet
SentimentalTrip
When did your depression begin?
Replies
41
Views
1K
savoytruffle
savoytruffle
l0stc4use
i feel suicidal after making a friend upset
Replies
5
Views
380
unnormal9
unnormal9
Bazzinga
Discussion Have you met someone new this quarantine who hasn't gave up on you and you still talk to?
Replies
10
Views
686
ImsooDone1N
ImsooDone1N
S
Help Shipment sucks
Replies
5
Views
727
befree
befree
fuyufuyu
Any good methods to CTB?
Replies
0
Views
303
fuyufuyu
fuyufuyu
B
Resource carbon monoxide
Replies
3
Views
1K
befree
befree
Archness
Discussion Lobotomy 2.0 -- Future of CTB prevention?
Replies
13
Views
840
Forever Sleep
F
Lawliet
newbies. stop asking for sources
Replies
33
Views
3K
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
P
Help
Replies
3
Views
598
k1w1
K
tothepoint
CCS down?
Replies
41
Views
3K
usernameforss
U
donttellmybf2004
Venting Terrified of my familial destiny
Replies
0
Views
311
donttellmybf2004
donttellmybf2004
D
EEBD Hood / Inert Gas Methods
Replies
9
Views
2K
k1w1
K
iftheworldwasending
Venting anyone else stuck between trying to get better or just CTB?
Replies
35
Views
2K
FrostedHoax
FrostedHoax
ChildrensITV
I am not even upset that I have to kill myself so much. I just hate that I have to hurt family
Replies
4
Views
427
FrostedHoax
FrostedHoax
D
SN delivery to Ireland?
Replies
1
Views
372
Irishsteve88
Irishsteve88
The anhedonic one
What is the point ?
Replies
6
Views
954
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
J
Ordering metoclopramide from online pet pharmacy
Replies
1
Views
529
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
FireFox
I really thought I found the one
Replies
1
Views
335
Rocinante
Rocinante
P
QuestioN about current edition PPeH
Replies
6
Views
449
unnormal9
unnormal9
clockwork_cat
Venting Nightmare
Replies
8
Views
864
unnormal9
unnormal9
FuneralCry
Venting It’s so sad how Nembutal isn’t an option to ctb with.
Replies
44
Views
3K
unnormal9
unnormal9
S
I said goodnight and he didn’t respond
Replies
0
Views
352
spiderlilies
S
Water-Lily
Always the weird one out: Single
Replies
4
Views
395
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
P
Discussion Planning on CTB
Replies
5
Views
971
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Anonymoususer1234
I have nothing going for me (Self Loathing Ahead)
Replies
0
Views
292
Anonymoususer1234
Anonymoususer1234
Clean
Jumping?
Replies
2
Views
365
pharmacoepia
pharmacoepia
pharmacoepia
It's a sad reflection on society that this site is "illegal." It's just not fair.
Replies
18
Views
1K
pharmacoepia
pharmacoepia
enviro400mmc
Venting I can't live with the fact I am so privileged
Replies
28
Views
2K
excelsior
E
Infelix-Cat
Best way to CBT?
Replies
10
Views
872
Vizzy
Vizzy
N
I wish I could go.now
Replies
3
Views
339
NumbCat
N
jacarandash
Venting relapse on my one month
Replies
1
Views
299
Embalmer
Embalmer
D
Testing fentanyl for purity
Replies
0
Views
328
Dosentmatter903
D
gardenofaphrodite
Venting In a weird limbo
Replies
1
Views
295
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
wastingpotential
Venting the near future. ignorance. and my ache.
Replies
1
Views
292
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
birdofafeather
Venting A long rant on how preventable my death is going to be
Replies
3
Views
475
birdofafeather
birdofafeather
lith1um
help me find out if those pills are fatal
Replies
15
Views
1K
Kerrtu
Kerrtu
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