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Suicide Discussion

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TheSource
Discussion What made you choose your CTB date/time?
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4
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530
Lookoutbelow
Lookoutbelow
wildflowers1996
why does it have to be SO hard
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7
Views
482
TooConscious
T
R
Help SN in Canada
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1
Views
466
rameshkrishna1976
R
MiMif
Today i make an affirmation
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8
Views
554
backtoearth
backtoearth
Jezzibell
SN and Indua
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3
Views
396
rameshkrishna1976
R
ptolemaea
sn source for canada?
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2
Views
514
rameshkrishna1976
R
G
why do i try
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6
Views
754
goonhole
G
TAW122
Resource When pro-lifers say “Why don’t you (the pro-choicer/dissident) kys?”
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8
Views
983
TAW122
TAW122
jajajamielee
Story The OC that will die when I do
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0
Views
388
jajajamielee
jajajamielee
synthcadia
Venting just feeling useless i guess
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0
Views
320
synthcadia
synthcadia
FuneralCry
Venting I hate it when pro-lifers say things like “people shouldn’t ctb at a younger age”
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1
Views
432
ClownWorld2023
C
6sad6grl6
Venting Finally got a gun
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3
Views
591
Enlighten
Enlighten
born2win
Survey, should i stick to one method or two at once?
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7
Views
822
dozer
D
CTB Fella
Pentobarbital from a vet, any good?
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20
Views
2K
Dayrain
D
L
Questions for previous or current opioid users
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1
Views
448
finishLana
finishLana
C
Nitrogen method LPM and SCFH?
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1
Views
521
Falling Slowly
F
Arya Quinn
Method I don't want it to hurt
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1
Views
742
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Namensjemand
Rationilazing is silly
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0
Views
297
Namensjemand
Namensjemand
singularity3
Help deinhibition of SI
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1
Views
435
kelimackie
kelimackie
wildflowers1996
SN in England
Replies
9
Views
511
wildflowers1996
wildflowers1996
B
Discussion Opiate megathread?
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20
Views
982
randal_bond
R
G
critique
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0
Views
280
goonhole
G
empty sighs
Will drinking this kill me? (Also jumping from a 410 ft tall bridge definitely equates death right?)
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2
Views
460
empty sighs
empty sighs
G
christmas
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1
Views
392
Death is my goal
Death is my goal
G
hell
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2
Views
330
paintedbutterfly676
P
cscott
Help Testing DOMPERIDONE/meto ?
Replies
13
Views
945
Alessa
Alessa
FireFox
Suicide prevention has been a massive failure and here is why
Replies
25
Views
2K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
STTP
Venting My brother wants to CTB. I want him to, too.
Replies
11
Views
1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
SoSickAndTired
Day 3 update on my "diet"
Replies
6
Views
1K
SoSickAndTired
SoSickAndTired
S
Help I’d like your opinion on what my best options are given my situation
Replies
5
Views
585
Yakui
Yakui
FuneralCry
Venting I hate how Nembutal isn’t an accessible option for ctb.
Replies
3
Views
645
NeverMore21
N
free.maia
discreet packaging
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10
Views
1K
free.maia
free.maia
violetdevil
If life is hard and I’m going to struggle my entire life, why should I be here?
Replies
5
Views
438
Scattered-Soul
Scattered-Soul
toiaistired
Help SN ARGENTINA
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4
Views
1K
bonnibelbubble
bonnibelbubble
Gloomislost
Too light to hang myself
Replies
8
Views
1K
MatthieuFrederickW
MatthieuFrederickW
avaruus
Venting Waiting for my SN is agonizing
Replies
6
Views
690
SmollMushroom
SmollMushroom
tpboy
Story Has anyone here had a member approach them offering to supply N?
Replies
14
Views
1K
doughmixer1982
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NoThoughtTooMany
Venting I can't enjoy life
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12
Views
1K
Quinton Coldwater
Q
Teleftaía Anapnoí
Help Has anyone used kratom here?
Replies
28
Views
2K
HighFlight
HighFlight
obei
Help My father gave me too much magnesium and triggered me
Replies
3
Views
541
Dmoore3232
Dmoore3232
symphony
So goddamn tired of fighting
Replies
11
Views
1K
leavingsoon99
L
R
Method For testing SN how much PPM do I need for test strips?
Replies
0
Views
378
randomsomeonein
R
outlook56
I ordered SN from China
Replies
5
Views
785
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
honkpilleddoomer
My life ended in 2019
Replies
29
Views
2K
jessisme
J
UserHussein
Venting I'm really insecure about missing out on the "college experience".
Replies
19
Views
1K
UserHussein
UserHussein
purple_guyz
I’m stuck
Replies
8
Views
440
Lookoutbelow
Lookoutbelow
SoSickAndTired
"Diet" update
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0
Views
301
SoSickAndTired
SoSickAndTired
C
Nitrogen w/ EEBD method
Replies
7
Views
753
ClownWorld2023
C
patheticgirl
Help I want a scar with stitches
Replies
1
Views
373
Enlighten
Enlighten
M
Venting I’m so goddamn tired.
Replies
3
Views
542
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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