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Suicide Discussion

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CTB Dream
Venting No word
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3
Views
374
MiMif
MiMif
SeonSeia
Venting I scared to live but I’m scared to die
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11
Views
624
MiMif
MiMif
D
Venting So lonely... i just really dont got it in me anymore
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2
Views
448
Hevn
H
T
Method 20mph freight train
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12
Views
791
MyChoiceAlone
MyChoiceAlone
udusa
Help Possible N source?
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0
Views
378
udusa
udusa
N
Ready to ctb need sn source in us
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2
Views
478
no-name9859472882
N
wildflowers1996
neuroplasticity
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5
Views
506
zel
zel
B
Help with partial hanging instinct?
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9
Views
1K
Val12345
V
FuneralCry
Venting I will always see it as better to not exist
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5
Views
539
wildflowers1996
wildflowers1996
HypoxicHeaven
Method Huffing fuel
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0
Views
449
HypoxicHeaven
HypoxicHeaven
O
Do I have enough nitrogen?
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3
Views
374
ordaysun
O
Some place nice
I'm home
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3
Views
472
soonatpeace777888
soonatpeace777888
bridgeluvr626
Venting Returning after a bit and deciding between SDN and jumping
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4
Views
474
hopeisdead
hopeisdead
silligant
Cutting Advice
Replies
3
Views
648
Kattt
K
water bunny
Venting Inferior
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5
Views
483
sombie
sombie
SuicidalSheep
Could I asphyxiate myself with a rope at a door handle? How much would this hurt?
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5
Views
611
steppenwolf
steppenwolf
supergip
Comunidade Brasileira
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0
Views
236
supergip
supergip
SpiritualDeath
When I want to die
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0
Views
309
SpiritualDeath
SpiritualDeath
1
Help If I uselonger lasting barb zop… do I still need 8 g N? If I use CARISoprodol do I need N? CNS shut down and aspiration still achieved?
Replies
0
Views
289
10years2long
1
Iris Blue
Story How much aita please read
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0
Views
332
Iris Blue
Iris Blue
dekataclysm
  • Question
Help Slitting wrists while drunk/on painkillers
Replies
10
Views
837
Jorms_McGander
J
feuerflieger
Venting just a little rant
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0
Views
337
feuerflieger
feuerflieger
L
As I look around...
Replies
4
Views
515
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
1
Not going for SN. Will these work for my kit? Do I need the ambien and Soma if can’t get the N? How long does it take to pass?
Replies
0
Views
302
10years2long
1
udusa
Venting Would it be selfish to meet new people when everything about CTB is already planned?
Replies
12
Views
585
Aim
Aim
diytopsurgery
Venting I don't want a future.
Replies
1
Views
385
Enlighten
Enlighten
DyingToDie123
Discussion Do you want to be the one to kill yourself?
Replies
15
Views
772
Proxycake
Proxycake
Aim
Venting I need to stop watching my friends on Instagram
Replies
4
Views
427
Aim
Aim
N
Becoming a drug addict in order to die prematurely sounds somewhat attractive to me
Replies
3
Views
407
Jorms_McGander
J
dazed_dreamer
Drunk, depressed, suicidal, AMA
Replies
8
Views
388
dazed_dreamer
dazed_dreamer
S
Dependency on antidepressants & how despite technically getting better I feel like I'm inching closer to death
Replies
1
Views
299
Enlighten
Enlighten
BabyCamus
Method Soma or GBL?
Replies
16
Views
2K
10years2long
1
sombie
Suicidal ex-muslim
Replies
8
Views
924
Kundalini Guy
Kundalini Guy
emptymiku
Venting i hope he's happier without me
Replies
6
Views
881
emptymiku
emptymiku
TheLakesKrueguer
My psychiatrist fucked my whole week
Replies
8
Views
1K
TheLakesKrueguer
TheLakesKrueguer
stilhavinightmares
Meds during ECT to kill me?
Replies
0
Views
284
stilhavinightmares
stilhavinightmares
skies
Venting the world is getting more and more evil every day
Replies
9
Views
611
letmejoindeath
L
N
How many pills can someone take before it becomes an issue?
Replies
0
Views
280
nostalgia addict
N
DeathSleep
Discussion How many attempts you've had and why you think you were unsuccessful
Replies
47
Views
3K
tinyghost
tinyghost
TAW122
Rebuttal to pro-lifer argument about “infringement of negative liberty rights being justified”
Replies
0
Views
537
TAW122
TAW122
I
Discussion Sources
Replies
2
Views
603
juraviel
J
wildflowers1996
I work within mental health (sort of)
Replies
2
Views
386
TAW122
TAW122
wildflowers1996
Question for theists here
Replies
18
Views
695
hibikikyuxx
hibikikyuxx
Valentino
Venting Don’t want to participate in society anymore
Replies
7
Views
647
RosySunsets
RosySunsets
caliban
Story I was too optimistic
Replies
0
Views
307
caliban
caliban
Decayed
turning to sh again
Replies
4
Views
341
a_depressed_lizard
a_depressed_lizard
hibikikyuxx
Venting It's insane how most of us are still alive not because we want to, but because we are forced to.
Replies
5
Views
487
umopep!sdn128
U
wildflowers1996
do you ever feel like you’re not trying hard enough?
Replies
7
Views
381
leavingsoon99
L
T
PM Rules
Replies
4
Views
676
SVEN
SVEN
ddn.ctb
Who will find your body?
Replies
24
Views
658
voyager
voyager
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