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Suicide Discussion

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Boller Bryant
Discussion It's Useless to Fear Hell
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18
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1K
LittleCupcake
L
D
Venting My Mind is Hell
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1
Views
406
heysunshine
H
G
Normalizing meaninglessness
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4
Views
489
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
an_alias
Jersey to debate allowing assisted dying for terminally ill
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1
Views
300
dggtscccvfd
D
IHurtTheOneILove
Gun acquired
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2
Views
625
iloverachel
I
evannave
Acetaminophen/Methocarbamol Method?
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3
Views
387
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R
Bad-luck
Venting I’m not going to do the train method
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3
Views
381
Dark Window
Dark Window
LevUwU
Venting Another day damn it
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1
Views
297
evannave
evannave
M
Venting I'm exhausted from CFS and sick of being an emotional punchbag
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2
Views
339
m_h_d
M
lavendermeadows
failed attempt, woke up to me being fired
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17
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1K
vak
vak
Dark Window
NSFW The reality of CTB impact on others. Important! (Video)
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93
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8K
Iva
Iva
P
Don't ya miss after life?
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2
Views
311
PaYo
P
letsgetittogo
Venting Psych ward
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4
Views
597
rozeske
R
LevUwU
Venting I am fundamentally broken biologically
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1
Views
383
sserafim
sserafim
Unhumanly.
Help Help , please , is this enough
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9
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1K
strangelife
strangelife
S
Pushed into a corner - understanding why others consider ctb
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9
Views
841
DeletedUser
D
L
  • Question
Can anyone who uses opioids tell me about the nausea? Feel free to reply or pm
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1
Views
441
kambroov
K
K
Cusco N Update
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16
Views
1K
Elan123
E
I
Being asleep feels so much better than being awake. I wish I could sleep my life away. Anyone feel the same?
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33
Views
1K
uzuf86
U
anotherlastchance
Buying barbituric acid for Nembutal synthesis?
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2
Views
430
anotherlastchance
anotherlastchance
Chocomel
Venting Does smart people really more suicidal than average people?
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3
Views
516
LevUwU
LevUwU
Q
  • Question
Help SN Purity Test Questions
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6
Views
600
LittleCupcake
L
strangelife
Back in the hospital
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6
Views
646
strangelife
strangelife
Q
Help Question about the readings on SN test strips.
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0
Views
310
qwe78978213
Q
D
Venting I just want to CTB
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1
Views
317
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
Discussion If you never found SaSu, where do you think you'd be right now?
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10
Views
574
sserafim
sserafim
lavendermeadows
It’s literally not fair some people get to die when they don’t want to
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11
Views
832
destinationlosangel
destinationlosangel
LOVELYDARKDEEP
Absolutely Euphoric
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3
Views
648
rozeske
R
S
Venting I think I'll do it.
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2
Views
437
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
Family supporting CTB
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6
Views
480
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Throwawayacc3
Venting Memories consume, like opening the wound…
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1
Views
328
TheGoodGuy
TheGoodGuy
Swans
Help Will this kill me (please help)
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6
Views
700
Swans
Swans
Z-A
If fear holds you here, will you ever be able to CTB?
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12
Views
458
tbroken
tbroken
heisenberg
Venting venting, the usual/ed
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0
Views
355
heisenberg
heisenberg
wagner2029
my experience with the journey to CTB so far
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14
Views
986
joeschmo
J
Sigh_Sigh_Sigh
Suicide in TV Shows / Movies
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18
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1K
3/4Dead
3/4Dead
LifeTransit_1
Detergent CTB Megathread.
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15
Views
1K
Tears in Rain
Tears in Rain
Naked Weapon
My therapist and I bonding over SN 😳
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59
Views
5K
rozeske
R
kfad95
Maybe my ctb spot
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19
Views
1K
kfad95
kfad95
LastLoveSong
i wanna cut my face off
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11
Views
739
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
imbackagainhi
Story I'm planning to jump very soon, but can't get the courage, +additional info because DID is also holding me back
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15
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1K
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
Right2die
Help Don't want to be alone when I die..
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2
Views
429
Right2die
Right2die
I
  • Question
Heroin
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1
Views
367
Praestat_Mori
P
xi0ni
im giving up (night night method)
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6
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1K
xi0ni
xi0ni
darkenmydoorstep
No meaning to my life
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1
Views
332
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
dental
Venting existing is too much
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3
Views
315
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
J
Zoloft (antidepressant)
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8
Views
506
Praestat_Mori
P
IHurtTheOneILove
GUN COMING TOMMOROW!!
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17
Views
957
iloverachel
I
LevUwU
Venting oh boy what a lovely evening I sure hope it isn't ruined by a sudden wave of sadness
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2
Views
409
Untimely
Untimely
Bannana
Venting I just want him to let me die
Replies
3
Views
532
uncat_
uncat_
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