Venting I miss the

[shinsei125]

We broke up and I feel empty, I feel disgusted for attaching myself onto them like a leech. I feel like I'm draining them even with us being friends. I can't sleep at night knowing Ittl never work again because of my messed up head. I wish I was born with a good head and a good family. I feel like me being born was a curse. I hate having bipolar obsessive thoughts about my ex but they keep coming I can't sleep at night without imagining them next to me holding me, I miss everything about them and how happy I felt when I was with them. Now I feel like nothing but the dirt under their shoes. I hate feeling this obsessive and Somthing about it grosses me out. I've been like this for years and having a favorite person really does drain you and turn you rotten.. all I have now is my favorite bands