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moshimoshi
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- Apr 6, 2024
- 749
I just want to cry. I hate myself because my stupid brain doesnt work properly. I cant do anything right and i deserve to die and experience every agonizing second of death. I really jut want to stop feeing bad i want to just fucking be able to breath and think without my thoughts being hell to me. Why cant i just exist without struggling so hard and being scared of everything. Im just a stupid fucking worthless piece of shit that doesnt desrrve anyjoy or hapiness i deserve to rot at the bottom of a hole somewhere and feel my flesh decay. Im hideous and an abomination to this world, society, and worst of all the people that considerme a friend. I should just fucking end myself already but im too much of a disgusting coward to even hang myself. I deserve to be hanging from a tree gasping for breath and its truly a diservice to the universe that i didnt have the guts to step off the chair the multiple times ive tried in the past. I couldnt even do that ONE thing right