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Suicide Discussion

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tuey32
I’m kicking myself for not just ending it sooner
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10
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934
juna
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Naked Weapon
Venting My birthday gift
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1
Views
378
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
H
Help buying sodium nitrite
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42
Views
3K
juna
J
anotherlastchance
Link to detailed sodium cyanide synthesis
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0
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285
anotherlastchance
anotherlastchance
anotherlastchance
Link to Chlorobutanol synthesis
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0
Views
288
anotherlastchance
anotherlastchance
anotherlastchance
Link to chloral hydrate synthesis
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0
Views
277
anotherlastchance
anotherlastchance
IHurtTheOneILove
Feel like I’m in overtime
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1
Views
342
theboy
theboy
C
My choice! Whew
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4
Views
428
cherry7
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allKae
is today
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10
Views
525
theboy
theboy
Valso
Just found something that takes my mind off of everything, including off of suicidal thoughts
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7
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531
WatermelonMel
WatermelonMel
AngelTears
Venting Recovery is a myth
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8
Views
885
theboy
theboy
H
Discussion Soul just wondering around
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2
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345
Hollowman
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Story The day my mom bought me a tent so that I can fantasize killing myself with charcoal
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0
Views
779
noname223
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livingwishtodie
i hate touching people and i hate being touched too
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12
Views
419
carac
carac
Ambivalent1
Why is nihilism and apathy at all time highs nowadays as opposed to 20 yrs ago?
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19
Views
829
Argo
A
sunnysidedown
  • Poll
Discussion If you have depression, do you have a clear idea of what caused it?
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55
Views
2K
theboy
theboy
Onomatopoeia
Three top nitrogen gas manufacturers in US bar products from use in executions (The Guardian)
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6
Views
1K
Onomatopoeia
Onomatopoeia
E
Method is opioid od noisy?
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2
Views
437
ewlife
ewlife
Darkover
Venting random rambling
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0
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317
Darkover
Darkover
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is there anything you wish you would get to live for?
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11
Views
543
theboy
theboy
trytrytryagain
I don't feel guilty or selfish
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2
Views
421
whywere
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sserafim
How do you think the people you know irl would react to the fact that you’re suicidal?
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39
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1K
Sprite_Geist
Sprite_Geist
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Discussion Heyy people
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6
Views
409
kilowatt
kilowatt
kurisutinabestgirl
How do I minimize the damage to my family
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12
Views
1K
Iwashereonce
Iwashereonce
Allonzee
Venting I acknowledge I'm a selfish person and need to go.
Replies
3
Views
503
pebpebpebpeb
pebpebpebpeb
ByeByeMaria
Venting Cognitive Degeneration
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7
Views
571
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
K
Thinking About Last Year
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4
Views
453
Mayonaise
Mayonaise
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Anyone know what dark web markets might have T61 and or Propofol?
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11
Views
1K
Willy Wonka
Willy Wonka
bugs_for_brains
I wish I was born male
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7
Views
763
ihavenothingleft
I
Gl1tch3d G1rl
Everything seems to go wrong in my life and I'm so, so tired but don't feel ready to ctb yet.
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0
Views
344
Gl1tch3d G1rl
Gl1tch3d G1rl
C
Where can I order SN in eu?
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0
Views
417
Candleburn
C
AnonymousL
Venting Tired of reasons why not
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3
Views
673
UKscotty
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mortuarymary
CTB because of long covid
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13
Views
568
realname
R
penguinl0v3s
If you fail an attempt, recovering becomes cheaper, data shows
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26
Views
1K
Homo erectus
Homo erectus
C
Discussion People who practice hanging
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8
Views
1K
misthios2040
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existtoexit
Venting Existence seems to just get slower and more painful.
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0
Views
356
existtoexit
existtoexit
Bouquet
Venting Social anxiety is killing me
Replies
4
Views
426
BlendedHeart
BlendedHeart
flightlessbutterfly
Venting Fantasising about hurting myself.
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0
Views
285
flightlessbutterfly
flightlessbutterfly
A
Venting It just seems inevitable.
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0
Views
296
AbsoluteFiend
A
R
Thinking about ctb in Mexico
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10
Views
997
Avisagia
A
Void Bound
Discussion Final Destination
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10
Views
762
Macc_Lad_71
Macc_Lad_71
cantthinkofusername
Help Cutting wrists without using a razorblade (?)
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4
Views
1K
LittleCupcake
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B
Venting Life sucks
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2
Views
441
iloverachel
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terra.nuvo
Venting Back again rant
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0
Views
403
terra.nuvo
terra.nuvo
L
  • Poll
Are you religious
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5
Views
429
broth0100
broth0100
Ksmиda
  • Question
Welfare check question (Europe)
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0
Views
373
Ksmиda
Ksmиda
M
Accepting misery faithfully or rebel into hell
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2
Views
349
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
K-β
  • Question
Venting summertime & sh scars
Replies
19
Views
849
justcallmeJ
justcallmeJ
S
GOODBYE Thread from sid19
Replies
34
Views
3K
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
Ambivalent1
  • Poll
What is it you actually want?
Replies
8
Views
549
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