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ChillPillZT!me

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Feb 15, 2023
3
Im so fucking sick and tired of being everybody's therapist friend and no one ever asking how i am. But then, id probs only lie to them and say im fine if they bothered to ask. I want to go, i dont have access to drugs but i do to alcohol. Im wondering if i get drunk to the point i wanna pass out and stick a plastic bag over my head and die through suffocation if that would work. I tried it before but was sober and panicked when i started hyperventilating so maybe the alcohol will stop that fight or flight feeling a bit. Any advice?
 
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Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,649
find a better method
 
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Trav1989

Experienced
Jun 2, 2024
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You'll likely rip the bag off without even realizing it. Best options are hanging, shooting your brain stem, or poison.
 
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ChillPillZT!me

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Feb 15, 2023
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find a better method
What would you suggest?
You'll likely rip the bag off without even realizing it. Best options are hanging, shooting your brain stem, or poison.
My ideal cbt would be to shoot myself but I'm in the UK and can't get hold of a gun easily. I've been researching into partial hanging
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,370
When you have a few more posts you can use the search. There's also the Suicide Resource Compilation. Nobody can choose a method for you, you have to do that on your own.

 
Hellish Ore

Hellish Ore

Mould on bread
Nov 5, 2023
82
If you want someone to go with, PM me. I'm so tired of it all.