Venting fantasize about the past

[indefinitesleep]

all i day i just sit imagining a past where i didnt make the same mistakes i made, if i never smoked weed or took the drugs that ended up in me getting psychosis and getting sectioned or if i stayed in school. I think its vital that if youre in a situation where youre happy with your life and content with waking up in the morning you dont take it for granted and consciously try your hardest to cling on to that knowing it could all be taken away in an instant. life used to be so beautiful i miss it so much.