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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
anastenka
Story Why I’m suicidal and can’t be helped
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17
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1K
godbody
godbody
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Today I decided to write down my reasons for wanting to live
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13
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572
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
Daxter_87
Method I’m Going to Buy Meclizine Instead of Metoclopramide, Domperidone, Etc. for the SN Method
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5
Views
607
Endisclose
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J
Venting I wish I could talk about suicide
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7
Views
494
ringo99
ringo99
ijustwishtodie
Is there anybody else here who never wanted to anything in life?
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18
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894
ringo99
ringo99
impossible
I was fucking cheated on
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10
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1K
BlazingBob
BlazingBob
derpyderpins
Venting I always slip back to being that scared kid.
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0
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287
derpyderpins
derpyderpins
I_am_Lo
Method pain & antidepressant pills and alcohol
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5
Views
427
I_am_Lo
I_am_Lo
cinderdust
Venting Sick of hypocrisy and empty "support" from pro-lifers. (Rant)
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5
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637
Seele
Seele
greyblue_bian
Venting The aftermath of cheating and life-long emotional abuse.
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4
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422
BrainShower
BrainShower
bumblefeet
Venting dealing with constant ctb ideation/self harm and other dumb shit
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0
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289
bumblefeet
bumblefeet
RoseGarden
I ctb Sunday. My girlfriend won't know.
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27
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1K
dead-yaga
dead-yaga
steppingoff
Would you help someone over the edge
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32
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1K
AlexYaBoy
AlexYaBoy
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Where can I get fentanyl or heroin from?
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42
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4K
Abyssal
Abyssal
chaosdrifter
what to do for one's birthday
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13
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526
homesoon.
homesoon.
Darkover
Being alive is hell
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7
Views
468
PINKIESISU
PINKIESISU
PearlPudding
Help Does anyone know non-lethal ways of CBT? Like, a way to give it a test drive?
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20
Views
910
PearlPudding
PearlPudding
anastenka
Discussion I wish suicide/euthanasia was more normalised
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5
Views
404
unabletocope
U
Z
Sources for anything plz. Im desperate
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2
Views
316
zxcvb
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karmaisabitch
Actress Amrita Pandey Dies by Suicide After Concerning WhatsApp Update
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0
Views
489
karmaisabitch
karmaisabitch
viljalauss
AE for SN w/no seizure risk?
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0
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216
viljalauss
viljalauss
UmbraDweller
Help Once mixed in water, how long does it take for SN to start loosing it's efficiency?
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3
Views
781
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wildflowers1996
In a way I want to suffer.
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3
Views
255
jacobryan
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anastenka
Venting Being a 'survivor'
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1
Views
327
CowardStaysIn
CowardStaysIn
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What kind of rope is best suited to kill self?
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1
Views
255
elderDrifter
E
I_am_Lo
Venting Vent/advice?
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2
Views
337
I_am_Lo
I_am_Lo
homesoon.
Avoiding (Involuntary) Inpatient
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19
Views
698
thenamingofcats
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violetdevil
Just thoughts.
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0
Views
238
violetdevil
violetdevil
silas0
Discussion Hotel vs Home
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9
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1K
Ctrl_Alt_DEL
C
L
do you feel your so called ''family'' are a bunch of strangers?
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8
Views
695
CowardStaysIn
CowardStaysIn
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Discussion Thoughts on @Proper Overdoser’s opinion that SN is a “terrible” way to ctb?
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22
Views
1K
homesoon.
homesoon.
LunaRose
I'm back here
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0
Views
182
LunaRose
LunaRose
theboy
Discussion did the pandemic have an impact on your mental health?
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19
Views
724
Heidi48
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goodoldnoname923
Am i going crazy?
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4
Views
421
Dmoore3232
Dmoore3232
LastLoveSong
every day is the same
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2
Views
227
Mi Mi
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ninevoltheart
want to stop feeling, dont want to die
Replies
7
Views
593
KillingPain267
KillingPain267
Clowndollie
Venting Feeling stuck
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1
Views
305
Throwawayacc3
Throwawayacc3
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Venting The only thing tethering me to this world is my weakness
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2
Views
286
Volo vent
Volo vent
UserHussein
Venting Does anyone else get anxiety seeing other people cross milestones?
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20
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1K
calebzz1
calebzz1
S
  • Locked
Looking for american ctb partner
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1
Views
459
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
restingplace
Venting Guilt from knowing im going to hurt the people around me after i CTB
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5
Views
538
theboy
theboy
RosebyAnyName
Venting Long and unhinged rant about why I hate being female
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25
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2K
miseryh8scompany
miseryh8scompany
I
Failed bridge jump..fell asleep
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1
Views
440
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Venting I’m tired of life.
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5
Views
405
theboy
theboy
U
Me or them!
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3
Views
290
theboy
theboy
FuneralCry
Venting It’s horrifying how in existence there’s no limit as to how much one can suffer
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4
Views
410
neonpanda
neonpanda
CS~
Venting It’s ok to be nervous
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1
Views
336
Ctrl_Alt_DEL
C
Darkover
I don't want to waste my life at work
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11
Views
1K
dyingslowly
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thealteredmind
Venting feels surreal
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1
Views
218
Agon321
Agon321
deaddogsfuneral
Venting i dont feel like ill ever be able to fully commit
Replies
2
Views
408
hellispink
hellispink
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