Equilibrium

Equilibrium

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Mar 18, 2024
17
Yosemite national park in california. Spend an entire day hiking, sweating using my body for a final time and heading back to my car after a wash and record my final goodbyes to my family and shot myself in the end with a 9mm pistol with hollow points loaded to end my life. I wouldn't record my suicide just my goodbyes as I have some respect still inside me. I would call 911 or the park ranger to come get my body and be cremated and be put in a box and hopefully be in the process of being reincarnated (:
 
EyesOfNight

EyesOfNight

the night will be eternal
Feb 2, 2024
371
I would like to observe how the "strong force" just disappears. Not all at once but in a wave that approaches me. An unstoppable wall of darkness that disintegrates everything. Breaking apart every cell, every atom, every proton, neutron and electron that make me what I am.

Or alternatively, fall into a black hole
 
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333s

333s

Member
Jan 31, 2024
47
just explode and leave like a hand w painted nails after myself.. maybe as a suicidal t*rrorist in order to destabilize gvrnmt

i would also froze to death if it wasnt for si,, feel like that
 
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EyesOfNight

EyesOfNight

the night will be eternal
Feb 2, 2024
371
i would also froze to death if it wasnt for si,, feel like that
What makes hypothermia so desirable (to me at least) is the hallucinations you would get at the end.
 
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Denza

Denza

breaking down woohoo
Apr 15, 2024
36
Dying by the hands of someone who knows me.

Atleast then I know that someone will remember me. Granted, itd be in a negative way but id take anything at this point.
 
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Ashu

Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
720
Of an orgasm, while making love, a possibility that has become increasingly plausible in recent years (I'm fifty-three).
 
EyesOfNight

EyesOfNight

the night will be eternal
Feb 2, 2024
371
Falling into a black hole would be... interesting.
The visuals would be spectacular. Assuming it's a large black hole (which we do because fuck spaghettification) a few things could happen. You would just slam into whatever is in the center or get compressed at the center or you would rip apart passing the center or wormhole theory is true and you suffocate in a random space and time or you suffocate in the black hole because you were too slow.
There is so much fun to be had in a black hole.

Also radiation, I forgot a metric shit ton of radiation.
 
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ctbcat

ctbcat

Yes, the everlasting contrast.
Jul 14, 2023
228
i'd want to die in some sort of way that has meaning, or a message. but i won't.

if i could die in any way i wanted, i wouldn't care so much about methodology but rather... killing myself with someone i love. maybe, in some ideal scenario, we'd hold hands as we both stick guns down the roof of our mouths. on one, two three..... BANG. dying unalone
 
PhoenixPX

PhoenixPX

Member
Apr 9, 2024
15
I do have dreams where I'm falling or going incredibly fast through the air or on land and thinking, well this will surely kill me. And if I don't wake up before it ends, it's usually soft and peaceful. So something like that would be cool.
I have the same dreams. It's the best feeling ever. I always wake up before i land so i don't know what the landing is like.
 
Timothy7dff

Timothy7dff

Wizard
Apr 10, 2024
661
Alien death ray. Vaporized in a millisecond. That would be ideal.
 
PhoenixPX

PhoenixPX

Member
Apr 9, 2024
15
i'd want to die in some sort of way that has meaning, or a message. but i won't.

if i could die in any way i wanted, i wouldn't care so much about methodology but rather... killing myself with someone i love. maybe, in some ideal scenario, we'd hold hands as we both stick guns down the roof of our mouths. on one, two three..... BANG. dying unalone
Damm that sounds soo nice. It's like a a scene from a movie. It's romantic.
If you find someone you could do that with i can agree that this is definitely one of the best ways to die.
I doubt i'll ever find someone like thag so my ideal method will still be jumping of a skyscraper.
 
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Manasvin5

New Member
Jan 29, 2024
3
I always dreamt of jumping of a building and experiencing a big free fall before i died .
I am afraid of heights but for some reason i have dreams about it. When i can jump from great heights I get a ton of adrenaline and it be a wonderful way to die.
The problem that this is a really gross method because you would fall on a sidewalk. And nowadays all tall buildings are suicide proof.

What is your method you always dreamt of?
Just randomly on any day without telling me in my sleep so i dont have to getup tommorrow
 
falling_snow

falling_snow

Mage
Aug 9, 2023
516
N or assisted. maybe with a partner.
 
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Jorms_McGander

Arcanist
Oct 17, 2023
478
I got smoked in a car crash so badly that jaws of life extracted me and my brain was gone for a couple days and I don't remember anything about it, nothing about before or after, because of the brain damage, so waking up was pretty disappointing lol.

I wouldn't be bad with that again. I only survived because a pair of nurses were on the sidewalk where I came skidding to a halt. I'm sure I was scared right before the truck hit the car I was in but it doesn't matter to me. Deleted by physical trauma.

Something profoundly traumatic like that. Big ol' rock to the noggin perhaps.
 
derpyderpins

derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,848
fall eternally asleep at the beach looking at a beautiful sunset

or to be murdered by the person i love, being choke to death between her legs while she looks me in the eyes
Glad I'm not the only one who came in here thinking about having a woman do it in some erotic way.
 
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sensation86

sensation86

Member
Apr 13, 2023
49
Obliterate out of existence by an atomic bomb
 
Guy Smiley

Guy Smiley

Just another lost soul
Jan 4, 2024
459
...be murdered by the person i love, being choke to death between her legs while she looks me in the eyes

That sounds awesome, to be honest. It's like the human version of the "night-night" method. I think I may have to reevaluate my current methods of choice.
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,368
Dying in my sleep, holding my partner in my arms.
 
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WaitingAllMyLife

Member
Jul 4, 2022
94
If I could choose anything, I'd just peacefully pass away in my sleep with no explanation and not by my own hand so without all the negativity associated with taking your own life.

Barring that, I'd choose to be in some kind of accidental explosion. For some reason I feel like I have been hearing about these more often on the news. It would be sudden without any struggle, premonition, planning, etc.
 
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ThatGuyOverThere

ThatGuyOverThere

David Benatar Enjoyer
Apr 25, 2024
144
fall asleep and never wake up.
 
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yxmux

yxmux

¥~¥
Apr 16, 2024
88
Sacrificing my soul to the Devil or something idk.
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,368
N, without hesitation, with the hand of the person I love in mine.
 
N33dT0D13

N33dT0D13

Xe/It
Apr 2, 2023
365
Overpowered and stabbed repeatedly by someone who hates me lol
Then I finally meet Anubis and he deems me unworthy and my heart breaks and is eaten by... Sobek? Either way I die violently and heartbroken lmao
 
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Imagined_Euphoria

Imagined_Euphoria

Student
Aug 5, 2024
161
Sitting on a peaceful mountain and exploding my head with a shotgun slug
 
Malfunction

Malfunction

Member
Jul 27, 2024
22
Euthanasia. I'd have to be terminal to qualify, which I'm not, so no chance for that unless I get cancer perhaps. Dementia is a possibility (mother died a few years ago after a year in a hospital, I could be next), but I suspect I'd be imprisoned and drugged before being offered a peaceful end (like my mum was).

Gun. Though I'm not in the US (no offense). So that's not really an option either. I could maybe go the formal route and get a license, but the cost is prohibitive for me. There's also a lot of restrictions here.

What I'm left with is essentially gambling that I don't screw up and end up in a worse position. I don't much like the odds. Of the free options, a blood choke sounds promising if done right (I'll have to start practicing I guess)

I guess I'll probably end up hanging on until either the right opportunity comes along or a situation forces my hand. I suspect the latter.
 
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PlzTake MeWithYou

PlzTake MeWithYou

Member
Apr 19, 2024
6
I'd like to get a hit man for myself, or hang myself.
 
Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
659
Pilot an airplane and crash it into a mountain. Just like somebody already did.
 

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