Oh wow, so sorry you had to go through that.
I guess when people call the police on us or try to force us into recovery, it's because they are really desperate and they don't know what else to do anymore.
I've had that happen to me too and had to be in an institution for 8 weeks, which was hell and made things even worse.
But yeah, no blame to the people, I guess they are genuinely trying to help and it's super hard for them when they know something major is going on, so they try and reach out, and all we do is push them away.
I honestly never really wanted to push anyone away, but it felt like I couldn't do anything else. It was just too painful to let them in. Plus, sometimes it can also trigger them so hard, that they lose their shit and all of a sudden you're the one who has to take care of someone.