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ramon

ramon

Student
Aug 10, 2024
164
Nobody is interested by my future
death in september😂
I hope everything turns out the best way for you.

Does the month you're choosing to CTB has any special meaning to you (e.g: birth, dating someone you liked, first drink, graduation, etc.)?

(Just looking for opinions on what date to choose to CTB)
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,450
J'espère que tout se passera pour le mieux pour toi.

Le mois que vous choisissez pour CTB a-t-il une signification particulière pour vous (par exemple : naissance, sortir avec quelqu'un que vous aimiez, premier verre, remise de diplôme, etc.) ?

(Je cherche juste des avis sur la date à choisir pour CTB)
This IS when the guard of tower ends of holidays...
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,450
J'espère que tout se passera pour le mieux pour toi.

Le mois que vous choisissez pour CTB a-t-il une signification particulière pour vous (par exemple : naissance, sortir avec quelqu'un que vous aimiez, premier verre, remise de diplôme, etc.) ?

(Je cherche juste des avis sur la date à choisir pour CTB)
Or 11 september...😅
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,450
I dream that tomorrow I will be told that I have a very serious illness and that I only have a month to live... like that it would not be my fault and I could not be blamed for cowardly abandoning my loved ones (as with suicide)... or at worst I could kill myself but people will be more tolerant saying that anyway I was doomed
 
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SocialSoil

SocialSoil

for the first and last time i guess
Aug 15, 2024
43
I dream that tomorrow I will be told that I have a very serious illness and that I only have a month to live... like that it would not be my fault and I could not be blamed for cowardly abandoning my loved ones (as with suicide)... or at worst I could kill myself but people will be more tolerant saying that anyway I was doomed
Sweet person, I want to remind you one thing: people, who hadn't known your situation, who hadn't been in your shoes, are not the ones to judge. No one can judge you.

And, after all, we all, when registrating here, wrote our points to create an account. If it wasnt something serious, you wouldn't write here. If it wasn't something serious, you wouldn't precisely plan ctb. If it wasn't something serious, you wouldn't, as people may think, 'cowardly abandon your loved ones'. If it wasn't something serious, your final option wouldn't been ctb, would it?

Even if people around will judge your choice, I want to remind you that we won't - we understand you. All of us at some point were feeling like you. I hope it will bring some peace to your worries.

Whatever your decision is, I wish you luck with it. :heart:
 
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babouflo201223

Specialist
Aug 18, 2024
327
Suis-je un monstre ?
Tu n'es pas un monstre, tu es fatiguée de la vie, c'est tout. Moi aussi je suis en France, j'ai fait une ts en avril. Je sais que si je pouvais parler au quotidien avec quelqu'un qui me comprenne, je ne penserais sans doute plus au suicide. Mais la solitude me pèse et l'argent ne fait pas le bonheur. Alors...
 
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Alessio

Member
Aug 9, 2024
45
I also as a method I chose jumping, I wonder 9 floors how many meters are
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,450
It all depends on the height of the floors. But 9 floors seem insufficient to me. minimum 15 floors
Tu n'es pas un monstre, tu es fatiguée de la vie, c'est tout. Moi aussi je suis en France, j'ai fait une ts en avril. Je sais que si je pouvais parler au quotidien avec quelqu'un qui me comprenne, je ne penserais sans doute plus au suicide. Mais la solitude me pèse et l'argent ne fait pas le bonheur. Alors...
Tu as vu un psy? Médicaments?
 
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Alessio

Member
Aug 9, 2024
45
Tutto dipende dall'altezza dei piani. Ma 9 piani mi sembrano insufficienti. minimo 15 piani
15 floors? Unfortunately, I haven't found a building that high, but still I've read about people dying even from the fourth or fifth floor
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,450
15 floors? Unfortunately, I haven't found a building that high, but still I've read about people dying even from the fourth or fifth floor
it all depends on what the ground is and how people fall
 
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