muffin222
Enlightened
- Mar 31, 2020
- 1,188
I'm very sorry that life has pushed you to this point. I hope your passing is peaceful and swift and that you find the relief you desire
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do you want company? im here for youI just took 20 grams. My heart is beating super fast immediately
No nausea
I'm scared
I hope your journey is as peaceful and painless as possible. Have a good trip.I just took 20 grams. My heart is beating super fast immediately
No nausea
I'm scared
Are you still here? If not I wish you peace.I just took 20 grams. My heart is beating super fast immediately
No nausea
I'm scared
Me too. RIP!Let's hope his suffering is finally over ❤
Agreed the peace @hakku had was something to consider, just the length of time was a concernI hope it goes as fast and painless for everyone who chooses SN as it did for Hakku and OP.
Goodbye, friend. May you find peace in non existence.what I have in the pic:
Sodium nitrate 98%
Domperidone maleate
Cimetidine
Amitriptyline(substitute for benzos?)
Some weed
Some alcohol
I was gonna do it 7-8 ago but my account wasn't approved yet and I would like any words of advice from you guys I am planning to do it in a couple hours. Btw I was lurking with hakku's SN attempt yesterday hope he found the light.
Yeah it seemed to take ages but he didn't seem to suffer at all. That's reassuring.Agreed the peace @hakku had was something to consider, just the length of time was a concern
Would take that if I could, especially with sleeping pills to cancel out the 1.5 hour waitYeah it seemed to take ages but he didn't seem to suffer at all. That's reassuring.
That's why you need the sleeping pills to drift off. Didn't seem to make any noise or in any real painPersonally, spending over an hour waiting as my heart slowly speeds up till I can't even hear music, worried if I'm going to vomit, knowing there's a chemical making my blood as brown as Hershey's syrup and I may or may not die just doesn't sound peaceful.
It's the lack of pain and suffering that makes it peaceful for me.Personally, spending over an hour waiting as my heart slowly speeds up till I can't even hear music, worried if I'm going to vomit, knowing there's a chemical making my blood as brown as Hershey's syrup and I may or may not die just doesn't sound peaceful.
No noise? Was he streaming it?That's why you need the sleeping pills to drift off. Didn't seem to make any noise or in any real pain