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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,187
I'm very sorry that life has pushed you to this point. I hope your passing is peaceful and swift and that you find the relief you desire :heart: :heart:
 
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lumnum

Member
Dec 8, 2020
7
I just took 20 grams. My heart is beating super fast immediately
No nausea
I'm scared
 
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serendipities

serendipities

Member
Dec 8, 2020
9
I just took 20 grams. My heart is beating super fast immediately
No nausea
I'm scared
do you want company? im here for you
 
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Thanatonaut

Thanatonaut

My time is coming.
May 17, 2019
264
I just took 20 grams. My heart is beating super fast immediately
No nausea
I'm scared
I hope your journey is as peaceful and painless as possible. Have a good trip.
 
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Kornyboyo

Student
Aug 7, 2019
102
Hi Lumnum. How's it going.
 
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Midnight-rain

Student
Jan 1, 2020
191
I hope you pass with ease and comfort.
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
Guess he is in no state to respond ... May be not conscious.. Hope he finds the peace he deserved ... Rip
 
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aminend

aminend

Warlock
May 24, 2020
746
RIP. I hope u have peaceful journey
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,791
Whatever your heart wishes I wish you a peaceful journey. Sorry life brought you to this, remember that it's also ok if you change your mind or do it some other day. Give it a good thought. Whatever you choose I wish you the best. A big hug.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
I just took 20 grams. My heart is beating super fast immediately
No nausea
I'm scared
Are you still here? If not I wish you peace.
It's been almost 7 hours now.
 
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Leiden

Arcanist
Sep 1, 2020
435
I'm so sorry life gave you no other choice but this.

Rest in beautiful peace ❤️
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
I hope you found peace. Goodbye :heart:
 
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laeloth

laeloth

Member
Nov 24, 2020
97
rest in peace
 
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
Apr 30, 2020
2,700
Rest In Peace.
 
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JustABunchOfAtoms

She/they
Jul 23, 2020
516
Are you still with us? Are you still scared?
 
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RepressedMind

Miss the full ability to think
Apr 24, 2020
160
I hope that you finally find peace :heart:
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
Think he is gone .. Rip my friend ..
 
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Ae54rge

Member
Dec 6, 2020
40
Let's hope his suffering is finally over ❤
 
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StuFin

StuFin

Arcanist
Oct 21, 2020
449
I hope it goes as fast and painless for everyone who chooses SN as it did for Hakku and OP.
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
I hope it goes as fast and painless for everyone who chooses SN as it did for Hakku and OP.
Agreed the peace @hakku had was something to consider, just the length of time was a concern
 
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0utsider

0utsider

Member
Dec 9, 2020
37
what I have in the pic:
Sodium nitrate 98%
Domperidone maleate
Cimetidine
Amitriptyline(substitute for benzos?)
Some weed
Some alcohol
I was gonna do it 7-8 ago but my account wasn't approved yet and I would like any words of advice from you guys I am planning to do it in a couple hours. Btw I was lurking with hakku's SN attempt yesterday hope he found the light.
Goodbye, friend. May you find peace in non existence.
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Yeah it seemed to take ages but he didn't seem to suffer at all. That's reassuring.
Would take that if I could, especially with sleeping pills to cancel out the 1.5 hour wait
 
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StuFin

StuFin

Arcanist
Oct 21, 2020
449
Take it, fall asleep and never wake up. Sounds blissfull.
 
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Thanatonaut

Thanatonaut

My time is coming.
May 17, 2019
264
Personally, spending over an hour waiting as my heart slowly speeds up till I can't even hear music, worried if I'm going to vomit, knowing there's a chemical making my blood as brown as Hershey's syrup and I may or may not die just doesn't sound peaceful.
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Personally, spending over an hour waiting as my heart slowly speeds up till I can't even hear music, worried if I'm going to vomit, knowing there's a chemical making my blood as brown as Hershey's syrup and I may or may not die just doesn't sound peaceful.
That's why you need the sleeping pills to drift off. Didn't seem to make any noise or in any real pain
 
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StuFin

StuFin

Arcanist
Oct 21, 2020
449
Personally, spending over an hour waiting as my heart slowly speeds up till I can't even hear music, worried if I'm going to vomit, knowing there's a chemical making my blood as brown as Hershey's syrup and I may or may not die just doesn't sound peaceful.
It's the lack of pain and suffering that makes it peaceful for me.
 
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