pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,737
yes. to me the most important thing by far is that my suicide suceed. to fail would be a catastrophe beyond all others. for one thing if they bring me back to life in their hospital they could leave me disabled and or brain damaged. furthermore even if i didn't get permanent physical damage they could charge me weeks long mental hospital bills. also they would put me in a mental hospital for attempting suicide and take away all my methods. i heard they could even monitor you for a long time like with visits every other day to make sure you don't kill yourself so you are trapped. with more brain damage i wouldn't be able to kill myself . furthermore if they take away my suicide supplies and that's just the beggining.
 
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Killia

Killia

キリア
Sep 20, 2020
18
Without a shadow of a doubt. The only issue would be the consequences to other people if they find me or loved ones that get informed.
 
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WantingOut2

Member
Feb 10, 2024
18
Yes, absolutely. The only thing that gives me any kind of hope at all is that one day I will be dead and this hell will be over.
 
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fewmoredays

fewmoredays

Member
May 11, 2024
9
Lets say that, instead of you being in this world, you were in a different world with the same laws of physics and everything else is the same except that you know that, if you attempt a suicide method, you will succeed for sure. If you were to drown or hang yourself or even choke yourself to death, you will succeed in doing it. The pain factor of these methods are still the same. The amount of time it takes for these methods to kill you is the same. The only difference is that you will succeed the moment you start doing the method. Nothing will stop you, not SI (it will exist but it won't stop you), not family, not friends etc.

Would you try to kill yourself if this were to be true? I definitely would
Absolutely
 
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Red Moon

Red Moon

Warlock
Sep 21, 2022
722
I don't want it to fail and I don't have much hope, so yes.
 
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kkkangkkk

Member
Aug 6, 2023
33
100%

The only reason I am alive is because I can't find good ways to kill myself.
 
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thgilrats

thgilrats

kmsing while caramelldansen plays
May 29, 2023
188
I would. It would take me a longer time to get mentally ready for it, because I know it's inevitable and irreversible, but I would do it 100%.
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
2,007
It would change a lot if I knew it would work a 100%.
I sometimes feel so aweful trying to fall asleep or waking up and imagine having a pill or drink on the nightstand that I could just grab and swallow.... I might be already gone if it existed.
 
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onbekend

onbekend

Experienced
Jan 14, 2024
266
Oh yeah. That would be nice.
 
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etherealspring

etherealspring

can someone just kill me already
Mar 27, 2024
272
absolutely. the thing that stops me from just doing it now is worrying about what will happen if i fail
 
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chestnut

in limbo
May 6, 2024
48
That's the one thing holding me back, absolutely. Being sure of successful CTB would make it not only less stressful and more peaceful when planning and going through with it, but also make me care less about the method.
 
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Beyond_Repair

Beyond_Repair

Disheartened Ghost
Oct 27, 2023
452
If that was the case, it would only increase my desire to CTB. My biggest fear with CTB is failing becoming a vegetable or giving myself a ton of health problems that would make life significantly worse. The fear of dying isn't really there for me
 
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Felodese

Felodese

Experienced
Mar 31, 2024
278
Fear of failure is a huge part of what's holding me back, so yeah, that would make everything easier.
 
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vampire2002

vampire2002

weeb & neet ♡
Oct 8, 2023
145
yes, that would make things so much easier. i can handle pain, to an extent, but the fear of going through all that effort only to fail and having to deal with the aftermath is worse. if only i lived in this alternate universe irl
 
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yaraisasadgirl

Pro fruit ninja player :p
Apr 2, 2024
11
I would.
 
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Orange Cat

Student
Oct 19, 2023
142
I wouldn't do it right now just because I had a guaranteed method. I already have a very reliable method that I'm comfortable with. That actually stopped me from going through with it in the past knowing that if I go through with it that would really be it for me.
 
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Willy Wonka

Willy Wonka

Student
Dec 15, 2021
166
Chocolate overdose here I come!
haha
Now that you say it like this, I´m not sure anymore... I´d still want a peaceful death but your suggestion doesn´t guarantee N...
😅
 
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Scythe

Lost in a delusion
Sep 5, 2022
545
Of course, this is what I want.
 
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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,852
I wouldn't now, but back at my most suicidal I might have. It's hard to say, right? You still have to do the method. I'm sitting there with my feet off the edge looking down . . . how much of my hesitation was fear of survival and how much was survival instinct? I'd be lying if I said I know the answer. It's easy to say you'd do it, following through is another thing.
 
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darkenmydoorstep

darkenmydoorstep

Not Waving But Browned Off….
Sep 27, 2023
543
No because it's pain I'm massively scared of, not death and the pain would be the same. If I could find a pain free way, they yes
Lets say that, instead of you being in this world, you were in a different world with the same laws of physics and everything else is the same except that you know that, if you attempt a suicide method, you will succeed for sure. If you were to drown or hang yourself or even choke yourself to death, you will succeed in doing it. The pain factor of these methods are still the same. The amount of time it takes for these methods to kill you is the same. The only difference is that you will succeed the moment you start doing the method. Nothing will stop you, not SI (it will exist but it won't stop you), not family, not friends etc.

Would you try to kill yourself if this were to be true? I definitely would
 
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Iris Blue

Iris Blue

-ˋˏ ༻❁༺ ˎˊ-
Oct 23, 2023
226
I would most definitely
 
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peaceisinreach

Member
May 14, 2024
9
Lets say that, instead of you being in this world, you were in a different world with the same laws of physics and everything else is the same except that you know that, if you attempt a suicide method, you will succeed for sure. If you were to drown or hang yourself or even choke yourself to death, you will succeed in doing it. The pain factor of these methods are still the same. The amount of time it takes for these methods to kill you is the same. The only difference is that you will succeed the moment you start doing the method. Nothing will stop you, not SI (it will exist but it won't stop you), not family, not friends etc.

Would you try to kill yourself if this were to be true? I definitely would
The only reason I hesitate is because I don't want to traumatised my partner and mother. If I had no one close to me I'd 1000% say yes
 
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,341
Without a doubt yup.
 
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HowlerFlamingpaws

Member
Dec 26, 2023
20
Absolutely. Would not have a second thought. Fear of failing is one of the biggest hurdles.
 
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meixq

meixq

New Member
Jul 17, 2024
4
Immediately
 
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cryptoinvestor

Student
Jul 12, 2024
132
As i understand it, death from N is pretty much guaranteed right, i will be taking 3 bottles of it
 
let.me.let.go87

let.me.let.go87

Trying to recover now
Jul 12, 2024
253
Then I'd be even more likely to try. I'm more scared to try because of the likelihood of getting caught trying or failing. If I knew for sure I would succeed I would absolutely go ahead. I have severe ptsd from childhood abuse, both physical and sexual. I have major depression, treatment resistant at that. Partial epilepsy. Anxiety disorder. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired
 
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Metalhead

Metalhead

Born slippy
Sep 21, 2020
202
Unequivocally yes 👍
 
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