Venting If you knew that your life would end in a month, what would you do to live that time meaningfully, and how would you feel thinking about it?

[FuneralCry]

No, there isn't anything meaningful about existing, this existence is a terrible mistake that only ever tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, to suffer in this existence will always be an abomination and it's so terrible how humans cause all this torture and suffering there was never a need for by imposing this existence.

If the suffering was going to end in a months time then I'd be so relieved to be spared from all future dreadful futile suffering in this existence that is just waiting to die, all I want is to erase this terrible, dreadful existence, I want it to be like I never suffered at all, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence, the peace of non-existence is all I could ever see as positive.

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

I might also just eat a bit more junk food, for eg chocolate and not worry about weight gain as much as usual.