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Hunter2005

Experienced
Apr 15, 2023
236
Yes this shit makes no sense
 
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Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
267
Never wanted to get old anyway. I don't see any other possibility not much to look forward to. Don't like the direction the world is heading in and don't want to be a part of it.
 
Seered Doom

Seered Doom

A nihilist going through an unrelinquished Hell
Sep 9, 2023
992
Yes, especially if I know my days are numbered by people looking for me to kill me. I would rather die by my own hand rather than that of a hateful persons
 
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Hotsackage

Enlightened
Mar 11, 2019
1,184
I'd like to sleep, but I can't let the planet burn
 
SleepingBliss

SleepingBliss

I wanna Miku-mit suicide ❤️
Jul 3, 2024
51
Since the age of 17 I haven't ever expected to die any other way, I keep giving myself small chances to recover and they last a while but I always come back to ctb
 
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dietcokecan

dietcokecan

The Cosmos is all that is or was or ever will be.
Jun 25, 2024
33
I don't know 😭
 
lilac-moonbeam

lilac-moonbeam

it/she
Jul 16, 2024
11
Yes. I see it as the way that I'll die. I know it will come some day.
The thought of climate disaster or worsening health in the future is a big part of why I'm certain of it.
The only thing holding me back now is not wanting to negatively affect my little sister's life while she's still young.
 
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Xannyzest

Sleep Deprived
Jun 14, 2024
4
Yes, it won't be today or tomorrow or maybe won't even be in a month, but at some point I will take my own life, on my own terms, my way.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,192
Yes i will kill these monstrous cells they call a human body that i'm trapped in . nothing will stop me
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,877
feelinggloomy

feelinggloomy

Experienced
May 29, 2024
252
Yes after my pups pass. Absolutely yes
 
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hematomatema

hematomatema

my name was lewis
Feb 29, 2024
156
I kind of have to unfortunately. Wish it didn't come down to it but it's a necessity
 
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shekindabadtho…

Uhh
Oct 18, 2023
33
I'm trying to get this shit done be December. Just need a good method and bucket list
 
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Cress

Cress

Arcanist
Oct 15, 2023
436
Even if for some random reason I wait Until I'm 65 at some point I probably will Catch the bus. Statistically speaking I hear if you can make it past 35 as a male The rates of suicide don't pick up again until you're in your 60s and then it's skyrockets again. To be totally honest it's a bit shallow but Once I get old and I'm no longer Handsome and attractive to women And they no longer interact with me at the same rate I'll probably just off myself.
 
Trismegistus_13

Trismegistus_13

Your best is all you can give
Jun 17, 2024
105
Realistically, I cannot promise anyone that I will never attempt to kill myself again. My depression is a recurring problem that will likely last my lifetime, and that I am learning to manage. However, I do not believe I will kill myself in the near future.
 
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MikUma

MikUma

certified red flag
Dec 7, 2023
56
yes and no are very different answers. my answer is i really hope so and i really hope its soon, but realistically, i fon't know and i cant tell you :( i hope so though
 
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Nephy

Nephy

I was only temporarily…
Jul 17, 2024
57
Yes, I just want to finish a project I am working on with a very special person (I don't want him to know about)
 
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sugarb

sugarb

thief of silent dreams
Jun 14, 2024
794
Yes. It's just finding the right moment
Yes, once I acquire my method.

As for when that happens- I'd estimate a 15% chance of CTB within a year of now, 30% within 2 years, 70% within 5 years, 99%+ within 10 years. ie- definitely not living past 30, fairly certain I won't live past 25, probably not living past 21.
Probably yes
Pinkerton :D
 
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