Will you kill yourself. Yes or no!

[mybodyisaprisoncell]

Yes, We are ready! Just a couple of weeks more and then Bye Bye

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Where did you manage to buy this? Gosh you are so lucky! I'm happy you will go painlessly friend. I am looking to find a way to get this but seems impossible. Any tips?

 

[final_countdown12]

Where did you manage to buy this? Gosh you are so lucky! I'm happy you will go painlessly friend. I am looking to find a way to get this but seems impossible. Any tips?

Thank you, hope you find peace soon. You can easily find location and sources in PPH there is a free link in a fixed post.

 

[RW__Asher23]

Where did you manage to get N?

I got my Nembutal from my Dr. I have illness that will kill me and in our state fatal illness that will cause pain and suffering for a long time or severe but not long is enough to qualify for "Dignity in Dying". I was approved and when my illness gets to that point of suffering and pain or sooner I can just take it. Law requires we are not with anyone and alone at home. We notify the Dr so they can come get you after you are gone. So that how I got mine. I did not want to say that before but there it is. Peace.

 

[mybodyisaprisoncell]

I got my Nembutal from my Dr. I have illness that will kill me and in our state fatal illness that will cause pain and suffering for a long time or severe but not long is enough to qualify for "Dignity in Dying". I was approved and when my illness gets to that point of suffering and pain or sooner I can just take it. Law requires we are not with anyone and alone at home. We notify the Dr so they can come get you after you are gone. So that how I got mine. I did not want to say that before but there it is. Peace.

Wow that's truly such a peaceful gift you have been given. Are you in the United States? I am thinking about flying to Peru to do this on my own, but I don't know how to make sure I do it properly. Has your doctor given you any instructions? Do you drink it or inject it?

 

[J&L383]

More likely than not, but decisions have always been tough, and this would be the toughest yet.

I got my Nembutal from my Dr. I have illness that will kill me and in our state fatal illness that will cause pain and suffering for a long time or severe but not long is enough to qualify for "Dignity in Dying". I was approved and when my illness gets to that point of suffering and pain or sooner I can just take it. Law requires we are not with anyone and alone at home. We notify the Dr so they can come get you after you are gone. So that how I got mine. I did not want to say that before but there it is. Peace.

What country or state? And I thought they don't give out nembutal anymore in MAID places. Or anywhere actually - isn't it pentobarbital that's used in Switzerland?

 

[sserafim]

I want to but I'm not sure if I'll have the courage to do so when the time comes. I'll probably be forced to stay alive against my will due to my fear of failure. I don't want to live past 25 though

 

[daley]

Ever since I got on medication, I feel good enough not to actively want to exit.
But if I became chronically or terminally ill, or even just too old or frail, I probably would.

 

[YandereMikuMistress]

Yes just have to abide my time for awhile, unless I end up going through with some other method in an a spiral.

I don't want to wait though anymore and everyday i just seethe by this reminder.

 

[BlockHammer]

Probably i will, if my circumstance didn't improved

 

[cursedbynature64]

Its more likely yes than no. The only question is that of when

 

[ladylazarus4]

I'm not sure. I want to, for sure. But I'm not sure if I will end up doing it. Right now, I've committed to myself that I will really try to change for the next 3 months (inability to change is a big factor in SI for me) and if I can't then I'm going to ctb. It scares me a little but I can feel that it's the right thing.

 

[juna]

Yes, soon enough, hopefully this year, and worst case scenario next year. I am no longer expecting a miracle, nothing is going to change.

 

[onbekend]

Yes, I'm all set up for it and ready. All my goals are accomplished, and I have the money for the supplies. I'm ready and in a weird way kinda excited.

 

[jeremycockburn58]

I wish to of course as only non-existence is desirable to me, all I wish for is to be permanently unconscious for all eternity. I don't see any benefit to being burdened with human existence for decades on end with the ability to suffer and feel the most extreme agony just to be tormented by old age and die anyway, to exist will always be beyond dreadful, it really is just pointless suffering.

I wish it's straightforward for one to die on their own terms with no risks involved, I really wish there's the option of a guaranteed, peaceful suicide pill or instant poison but of course if it's up to me I never would have chosen to exist at all, I wish I stayed eternally unaware of the abomination that is existence.

That's my way of thinking. I always believed I would die before I was 55. Been that way since I was a child. Then suddenly one night out of the blue I had a massive stroke at 54 and they declared me brain dead and stopped working on me. They called my wife in to say goodbye and she held my hand and I responded to her so they came back and work for several more hours and did a radiological intervention and saved my life, ignoring my DNR. But I would have been happy to die then and still feel like I should have. All I want now is to go to sleep and simply never wake up. Peacefully without pain ..

I don't know, from one side I see this as only option and from other I am afraid of it

I'm not afraid of it at all. Death is inevitable what's the point of being scared of it? The only thing I'm concerned about is trying and failing

 

[homesoon.]

I am at a 95% assurance I will cbt. At this point, I'm seeing how close to 99-100% I can get and what it will take to get there.

 

[voc_89]

yes. I know it. Just waiting on the right situation. Sigh. My siblings and my niece and nephew love me. My single remaining parent already paried me as the well person who ensures the family line is grounded. So for me its difficult to just disappear. Just waiting for a situation where i truly don't give a f and do it. I have come close twice though. Once in 2006 and again 2022. Its coming

 

[worthIess]

i will. i have to

 

[stuck_here]

I'm just waiting for the right time, I hope one day I will have the courage to do it, I have been on the brink multiple times.

 

[divinemistress36]

That's my way of thinking. I always believed I would die before I was 55. Been that way since I was a child. Then suddenly one night out of the blue I had a massive stroke at 54 and they declared me brain dead and stopped working on me. They called my wife in to say goodbye and she held my hand and I responded to her so they came back and work for several more hours and did a radiological intervention and saved my life, ignoring my DNR. But I would have been happy to die then and still feel like I should have. All I want now is to go to sleep and simply never wake up. Peacefully without pain ..

I'm not afraid of it at all. Death is inevitable what's the point of being scared of it? The only thing I'm concerned about is trying and failing

I'm a stroke survivor also I'm so sorry its incredibly hard

 

[etherealspring]

I hope I will soon enough. I don't want to live it's too exhausting

 

[unknown23]

It feels like an in inevitability, I would like to say yes but to whether I will succeed is a different question. If only It wouldn't hurt others and be guaranteed to work then it would definitely be a yes. Ideally I would to never have existed in the first place but that isn't something I have control over.

 

[RW__Asher23]

Wow that's truly such a peaceful gift you have been given. Are you in the United States? I am thinking about flying to Peru to do this on my own, but I don't know how to make sure I do it properly. Has your doctor given you any instructions? Do you drink it or inject it?

Chloral Hydrate 20 g
Pentobarbital 9–15 g Nembutal 20g
Antiemetics: Metoclopramide 10–20 mg Ondansetron 8 mg
Analgesics Morphine15 mg-3 g
Morphine is optional. He said Pent. with the other meds here will be quick and peaceful end.
By Law I must be alone no one to assist me in any way.
This is only for those with fatal medical condition which will be extremely painful or suffocating for long period. This would end that suffering.
Given choice of injection or pill.

 

[teddyxD]

Yess im waiting for the right moment i wanted to kms almost for 3 years now and im finally got courage to do it

 

[BojackHorseman]

No. Atleast not in the foreseeable future. I have too many obligations that require me to stay. I know I sound like a ungrateful hypocritical bitch, but I also have a husband who loves me and would be devastated if I left. Only way I would go through with it now is if my husband and puppies and grandma were to suddenly pass away or leave me.

 

[melancholymallory03]

Yes. Later today.

I hope you are free from you're suffering

 

[Twiceler]

Yes, of course.

 

[mybodyisaprisoncell]

Ever since I got on medication, I feel good enough not to actively want to exit.
But if I became chronically or terminally ill, or even just too old or frail, I probably would.

What medication is this?

 

[AdamOndiAhman]

i have to

 

[Defenestration]

Want to be dead
But fear of die

 

[ADBoy777]

Yes, just a matter of time