I Don’t Really Care Anymore

[starboy2k]

education
employment
family
friends
people
my future
my health
my survival
happiness
belonging
community
love
companionship
the world

i just dont really care for any of it anymore
should I? yes
do I? no

do you care?

 

[starlightstarbright]

Sadly, yes. I wish I didn't. I wish I could just not care when my parents insult me and tell me I'm overreacting or I'm not being serious in my job search or I'm this or that or whatever. I wish I could not care that I've been unemployed for a year and that I'm a useless human being who doesn't make anyone on this Earth happier, since my family are fed up with me and all my former friends have forgotten about me. I wish I could not care about making the world a better place, because the fact that I'm being a net drain on society rather than a net positive makes me feel so ashamed. I wish I could not care about the neighbors and my parents' friends all judging me and feeling so superior to me. They f***ing love my suffering. I've never done a damn thing to any of them. I don't deserve this from them.

 

[darksouls]

no
I have given up a long time ago

 

[Hollowman]

I just barely care enough to try and wait out my mom. Not that I'm in a hurry for her to die. But ctb is going to be so easy when she does.

 

[shady868]

Nah, no point in any of that really

 

[Alexandra_]

I don't care about anything. I'm just waiting to die

 

[WakingNightmare]

I care enough that I don't want to hurt anyone by killing myself, but not enough to do literally anything else

 

[prettyclam]

I pretend to care about those things so people don't get suspicious and put me in a mental hospital again. I only kinda care for love though

 

[SomedayorNexttime]

No, not anymore. I still will stick around to finish up my work but when that's done, I'll find a way to take myself out.