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starboy2k

starboy2k

the only thing I can do right….is be a burden
May 21, 2025
210
education
employment
family
friends
people
my future
my health
my survival
happiness
belonging
community
love
companionship
the world

i just dont really care for any of it anymore
should I? yes
do I? no

do you care?
 
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starlightstarbright

Member
Apr 26, 2025
39
Sadly, yes. I wish I didn't. I wish I could just not care when my parents insult me and tell me I'm overreacting or I'm not being serious in my job search or I'm this or that or whatever. I wish I could not care that I've been unemployed for a year and that I'm a useless human being who doesn't make anyone on this Earth happier, since my family are fed up with me and all my former friends have forgotten about me. I wish I could not care about making the world a better place, because the fact that I'm being a net drain on society rather than a net positive makes me feel so ashamed. I wish I could not care about the neighbors and my parents' friends all judging me and feeling so superior to me. They f***ing love my suffering. I've never done a damn thing to any of them. I don't deserve this from them.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Enlightened
May 10, 2025
1,251
no
I have given up a long time ago
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,900
I just barely care enough to try and wait out my mom. Not that I'm in a hurry for her to die. But ctb is going to be so easy when she does.
 
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shady868

Member
Jul 22, 2025
16
Nah, no point in any of that really
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
617
I don't care about anything. I'm just waiting to die
 
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WakingNightmare

WakingNightmare

Member
May 1, 2025
68
I care enough that I don't want to hurt anyone by killing myself, but not enough to do literally anything else
 
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prettyclam

prettyclam

Member
Nov 29, 2024
54
I pretend to care about those things so people don't get suspicious and put me in a mental hospital again. I only kinda care for love though
 
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SomedayorNexttime

SomedayorNexttime

I hope death is nice to me
Jul 13, 2025
67
No, not anymore. I still will stick around to finish up my work but when that's done, I'll find a way to take myself out.
 
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