i don't even want to kill myself but i don't think there's an option anymore

[drinkthenectar]

i genuinely dont want to die ive been doing so well but my dad who is in tons of debt and has many lawsuits is forcing me to open a new bank account for him to use because banks are gonna restrict him soon or smth like that and i cant say no because he is physically forcing me to the places to do the whole registration things my immediately family and some extended family knows about all this and no ones stopping or cares about the fact that even though im coerced i can still go up to jail and be permanently blacklisted from doing any financial transactions in the future but also if i snitch my dad will go to jail and while that might seem ok to some people it genuinely will ruin my life in every way like actually i really dont know what to do anymore i just want to die im so fucking done why do i even try anymore this has got to be some kind of violation right am
i overreacting to think this feels violating right im losing my mind im scared i dont wanna be alive i cant