i don't even want to kill myself but i don't think there's an option anymore

[drinkthenectar]

i genuinely dont want to die ive been doing so well but my dad who is in tons of debt and has many lawsuits is forcing me to open a new bank account for him to use because banks are gonna restrict him soon or smth like that and i cant say no because he is physically forcing me to the places to do the whole registration things my immediately family and some extended family knows about all this and no ones stopping or cares about the fact that even though im coerced i can still go up to jail and be permanently blacklisted from doing any financial transactions in the future but also if i snitch my dad will go to jail and while that might seem ok to some people it genuinely will ruin my life in every way like actually i really dont know what to do anymore i just want to die im so fucking done why do i even try anymore this has got to be some kind of violation right am
i overreacting to think this feels violating right im losing my mind im scared i dont wanna be alive i cant

 

[bluecarats]

I would run away. If no one can see where you are coming from or care what is happening to you then I would leave. But I am someone who has cut off most of my family. I went through something where they failed to support me and come to my defense. You will make other friends as long as you work or go church…. If you want. But I'd get away from them. I'm sorry youre going through this, but the situation you're in right now will make you stronger. And as you better yourself as a person so will better people come into your life. I wanted to write I hope your 18 on here butttt I was thrown out the front door of my moms boyfriends house at 15. There is always work, you just have to find it and keep searching. Idk if you're in the US or not.

 

[goodbad&ugly777]

I think like this sometimes. I used to think about running away but I live in a swamp basically (southwest florida) and it would be very difficult for me to survive in the wild mostly because of location. I'm assuming running away is very liberating and thrilling but also probably horrible most of the time, so that's probably why I never went through with it.

Also your dad sounds like he is using you so personally I would take a legal path or something to get away from him as peacefully as possible. I don't know how old you are or how any legal things work where you live but I'm pretty sure there is a word for a parents kid requesting to be disowned or whatever from their parent. Maybe look into that. You seem like you have a chance to fix things with your dad and I wouldn't throw an opportunity like that away. Just weigh the options is all im saying.

 

[Hash_]

Your dad will ruin your life either way considering how he is acting i think it would be better to take legal action rather than silently become a criminal yourself and fuck up any possibility to have a future. its best to take the legal action cause like he is already ruining your life.

he will probably end up as a shitty man either way and the only one who will be ruined is you best to prevent that and take legal actions before he takes your future for his own gains.

running away is a bad option considering how hellish your life will become.

but again that is just my opinion. do not take my words as definite cause everyone's life situations are different so, what i said might just be bad for you to go forward with if there are other better possibility for you.

 

[telekon]

i genuinely dont want to die ive been doing so well but my dad who is in tons of debt and has many lawsuits is forcing me to open a new bank account for him to use because banks are gonna restrict him soon or smth like that and i cant say no because he is physically forcing me to the places to do the whole registration things my immediately family and some extended family knows about all this and no ones stopping or cares about the fact that even though im coerced i can still go up to jail and be permanently blacklisted from doing any financial transactions in the future but also if i snitch my dad will go to jail and while that might seem ok to some people it genuinely will ruin my life in every way like actually i really dont know what to do anymore i just want to die im so fucking done why do i even try anymore this has got to be some kind of violation right am
i overreacting to think this feels violating right im losing my mind im scared i dont wanna be alive i cant

uhhhh you are doing well and your DAD is ruining your life? fucking RUN buddy! run like the wind! never look back!

take it from me, dad's ain't shit. I don't need to explain that he doesn't care but most moms and dads don't care about their kids, I think. just get your life right!! you are not made for an early death!

running away is a bad option considering how hellish your life will become.

if he's doing well, how will it become "hellish?"... define doing well OP. You got a job? How old are you?