Will you kill yourself. Yes or no!

[Shad0wFigure]

Want to be dead
But fear of die

Would you like to jump on the same day as me? If you feel that you can't get any better and truly are wanting to escape this, but feel it's hard to commit and are worried, maybe having someone else that is committed will help? Just been looking for someone else who wants to go through it with me as it'll bring me more peace for sure because I know It's hard to commit to it alone yk?

Yes, of course.

Double Suicide?

 

[NEVberten]

Yes, I basically just broke up with my gf.
They where basically what kept me here, I hope they don't convince me back into the relationship. It's for the best for both of us.

 

[black and white]

The question itself doesn't make much sense. We can't really décidé... I'd like to... But in fact it's all about SI. So some people will and they don't know it yet; and some are thinking/talking/planning about it since years and they don't make it.

Your poll should sounds like "would you like to try it in the future?" Nobody knows if they will be able to make it or not before trying.

 

[soulsing]

Once I get my affairs in order and get over SI, I'd love to.
I can't see it ending any other way. It's inevitable.

 

[Shad0wFigure]

Yes, feels like it's the only and final plan of my life left to do.

Double Suicide?

Yea

Double Suicide?

Yes, I basically just broke up with my gf.
They were basically what kept me here, I hope they don't convince me back into the relationship. It's for the best for both of u

Can honestly say I can kinda relate dude. I had reached my lowest points and eventually got back with this girl, she helped me out of those lowest points, now I'm worse than I was before. Completely lonely and everything, she left without saying anything, I guess she's not coming back. The last time I talked to her on the phone I was sobbing because I knew I couldn't be alone again but then she just told me to go. I think that was the last relationship I'll ever be in.

 

[daley]

What medication is this?

I am taking Seroxat.
Recently I have been reading in the media that the way SSRI-s (like Seroxat) work is not really understood.
I think, it has a positive effect on me though.

 

[phlid]

I'm sure I will eventually. I'm not really sure why I haven't yet. I guess it's the unknown of what's next, if anything. I have readily available access to a variety of firearms, so I can CTB whenever I decide to. I recently had a close friend CTB with a gun, and seeing the graphic aftermath in person kinda freaked me out a bit. I believe he's at peace now though. So yes, but idk when.

 

[ctbcat]

god i hope so......... methodology is just so difficult, and i'm a lazy depressed fuck. it's not like i haven't tried. i'm just so lost these days. the odds of dying from my own hands feel impossible. i want to die more than anything, but no methods accessible to me have good odds

 

[disclxim]

yes, planning to try again soon

 

[Artemisia]

Unless I'm lucky enough to die unexpectedly in a car crash or something like that, yes I will. If it takes weeks months or years depends entirely on this last physiotherapist I'm seeing.

 

[pinkydrinky]

I wish there were more methods available to everyone I'm only stuck here cause I don't have the materials yet

same it's frustrating truthfully. guns aren't legal where i'm from either which to me seems like the quickest way to CTB

 

[enough of this]

Yes. But I don't know when. I just know I need to leave. I can sense it's going to be sooner than later.

 

[prisonerofexistence]

I'm stockpiling amitriptyline tablets,i'm not sure if i will be able to ingest 320 tablets without vomiting them.

 

[lizzywizzy09]

i have to

Same. It fucking sucks.

 

[Nothing87]

Definitely yes, I am just waiting for the right time.

 

[ratvroomvrooms]

Yes. I'm saving up for SN, pay off a couple debts, then I'll see myself out. O7

 

[enough of this]

Definitely yes, I am just waiting for the right time.

Same. I'm just waiting for the right time, too. I have to decide how I'm going to CTB.

 

[Nothing87]

Same. I'm just waiting for the right time, too. I have to decide how I'm going to CTB.

I wish you the best and I hope you find peace

I'm planning on using SN and I'm saving up some money for it.

Yes. I'm saving up for SN, pay off a couple debts, then I'll see myself out. O7

goodluck my friend, wishing you peace and freedom

 

[youshallrideeternal]

I want to. I just, need to not listen to that anxiety in my head, and get motivated to make appropriate preparations.

 

[Edpal247]

Yes.

 

[lunar echo]

i really dont know, man

 

[Iloveher]

Answer used to be yes , certainly. But then I met the most amazing girl so now its a 50%-50% chance.
If I can charm her to be with me I'll give life a shot. If not then theres no reason to go on

 

[indefinitesleep]

no doubt, sooner rather than later

 

[timetodie24]

Hopefully soon

 

[Hellish Ore]

100% yes.

 

[SoulWhisperer]

I'll keep it as my last resort shall the vital moment of my life fuck me over and curse me for eternity. I try not to...

 

[beyondeternal]

One day, but when it'll be the right time.

 

[BlendedHeart]

Absolutely yes. It's a matter of time and getting in that zone.

 

[UnluckyBastard]

Yes. There's literally no other option for me now.

 

[failure383]

I legitimately don't know for sure, but I sure want to do it.