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Penelope12

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May 2, 2026
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Yesterday I didn't manage To get anything Done because I went out and drank alcohol. I can't make It tonight because tomorrow I have to take my mother for some tests. Then I found a terrible job that makes me want to die even more, and they're supposed to Call me in the next few days. So I can't find the right Moment, partly because I'm afraid of being found and ending up in the hospital. How can I find the right Moment?
 
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Penelope12

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May 2, 2026
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I really can't take It anymore. Would I be selfish if I did It tonight? Will I die in four hours?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I really can't take It anymore. Would I be selfish if I did It tonight? Will I die in four hours?

CTB isn't selfish. Honstely, there's never the "right moment" for anything. I'm sorry you have to go through all this.

The most important part is not to be found too early. 4h should be enough.
 
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