Will you kill yourself. Yes or no!

[lovedread]

Yeah, prolly. Feels almost like destiny

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish to of course as only non-existence is desirable to me, all I wish for is to be permanently unconscious for all eternity. I don't see any benefit to being burdened with human existence for decades on end with the ability to suffer and feel the most extreme agony just to be tormented by old age and die anyway, to exist will always be beyond dreadful, it really is just pointless suffering.

I wish it's straightforward for one to die on their own terms with no risks involved, I really wish there's the option of a guaranteed, peaceful suicide pill or instant poison but of course if it's up to me I never would have chosen to exist at all, I wish I stayed eternally unaware of the abomination that is existence.

 

[neverLoved]

No, for now I don't see it happening. I personally don't think I have experienced life enough to make that decision rationally. Although it is constantly on my mind, and I'll be receiving my SN Monday.

Unless something happens which hits me off and it ends up being an impulsive action.

 

[AmericanMary]

Yea

 

[UKscotty]

No one can really answer this either way until they carry out the act.

However, once some is depressed, their life time likelihood for suicide is higher than someone who was never depressed. Even if recovered we can fall back into depression in the future again.

In all likelihood I would say for me the answer is probably yes. However it varies day to day. Sometimes hour by hour.

 

[FakeSmileGuy]

Yes, probably around August. This summer will be my last.

 

[ChildOfLove]

Most definitely. I have everything planned out and cannot afford to fail again. I will probably hang myself in a week or so from now on. I haven't set an actual date yet, but due to time-sensitive matters I must do it in May anyway. My very first and only friend is planning on ctb soon as well. Too much shit going on and I can't take it.

 

[ham and potatoes]

Unsure.
If i can get my anxiety and depression back under control to the point i can enjoy life again, then no.
If i cant, then its allot more likely.

Ideally, id like to get back mentally to the place i was a couple years ago and live happily, like before my meds quit working
But its comforting knowing ive got an exit strategy in case i cant

 

[petal76]

I'm ready to go , I don't have any loved ones left to worry about and I want to leave in a painless way

 

[Eudaimonic]

Eventually, yeah. Hopefully a little over a year from now.

 

[wasteodwords]

Absolutely. If I can just stop being a little bitch I'd have done it by now. If I could afford a gun it'd be a lot easier.

 

[jacobryan]

I recently failed an attempt. It has me re-evaluating everything. I know one day, I will. I don't have a date, or even a timeline of when though. I do know that if I start losing my mental capacities or I become physically disabled I will definitely ctb on my own terms (as long as I'm physically able to do so).

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Yes I will kill myself

Haven't yet cause risky diy suicide methods could leave me alive but with brain damage

 

[divinemistress36]

Eventually when I get energy to

 

[Ash’Girl]

I don't remember anymore a time in my life where I wasn't convinced my eventual exit would be self inflicted. It's always been more a matter of "when" than "if".

But the older I get the more I wonder if I ever will successfully ctb. Though I don't take care of my health at all anymore so probably would die earlier than estimated life expectancy. Then again, I've found the universe to likes to laugh at me so I could still be live and kicking in another forty bloody years. (Please no).

 

[SelfKill]

80% yes

 

[untothedepths]

Survival instinct and shitty, painful methods are keeping me. But, I keep going through more stressful bullshit each and everyday and I'm being pushed more and more. The self harm is on a pretty consistent pattern and I'm becoming unafraid to strike myself.

 

[Kurai]

Yes someday

 

[final_countdown12]

Yes, We are ready! Just a couple of weeks more and then Bye Bye

 

[Myforevercharlie]

No. I'm gonna keep suffering

Same

Life long recovery

 

[Optimu$]

Yes, We are ready! Just a couple of weeks more and then Bye Bye

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That's either for an upcoming picnic or a well prepared suicide plan.

@steppingoff is that a question or a suicidal nudge for us to off ourselves :-D

 

[fallingtopieces]

I came to sasu to research method. I think EB with nitrogen.

 

[turbomightbegone]

im not too sure, I back out too much. but I feel like it'd happen this year if nothing changes.

 

[The Crybaby]

As soon as I can

 

[fleetingnight]

Not soon, but yes. Sometime this year, I'm going to decide on a date.

 

[Decided98]

Yes November

 

[goodoldnoname923]

Definitely I'm desperate,just finding a way isn't easy

 

[justcallmeJ]

I dont know anymore, i want to but i know i cant

 

[mybodyisaprisoncell]

Where did you manage to get N?

Yes absolutely! Have my Nembutal and 2 more to go with it. I will not let my illness take me first. Have time set

 

[RadiantNumber]

I don't know, from one side I see this as only option and from other I am afraid of it