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Unknown21

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Apr 25, 2023
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Ik i wouldn't feel or need anything after i die, but this thought is hunting me lately, if died i wouldn't be able to meet or see them ever again (same for them too). I don't believe in afterlife so it kinda hard to think about.
 
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Olivie_420

Olivie_420

King of self-sabotage 🄲
Mar 13, 2024
35
I dont believe in the afterlife either and i dont have much good family, or ppl im close to. But ill always wish that after i ctb, my cousins and best friends will reunite with me somehow after my ctb.

But until their time, i know my soul will fly the earth to find my grandmothers. I miss her everyday, and whenever i think of ctb, even though she'd hate to see her baby go through that, i think of how ill finally be able to feel her hugs again. A few years ago she was murdered and i never got my closure, so it helps to just be like "At least ill be able to see my other half again."
 
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Unknown21

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Apr 25, 2023
1,260
I dont believe in the afterlife either and i dont have much good family, or ppl im close to. But ill always wish that after i ctb, my cousins and best friends will reunite with me somehow after my ctb.

But until their time, i know my soul will fly the earth to find my grandmothers. I miss her everyday, and whenever i think of ctb, even though she'd hate to see her baby go through that, i think of how ill finally be able to feel her hugs again. A few years ago she was murdered and i never got my closure, so it helps to just be like "At least ill be able to see my other half again."
Sorry for what you went through. I hope we can see them again somehow.
 
58Alice85

58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
378
never had any friends or lovers, hate every single member of my family
there is this cat i spent quite a lot of time petting and playing with, maybe i would see him again?
 
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Vlad Tepes

Vlad Tepes

Experienced
Jun 24, 2025
265
I have nothing, nobody.
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,279
The Big Family Reunion in the Sky seems to be a very common idea about the "afterlife".
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,978
Ik i wouldn't feel or need anything after i die, but this thought is hunting me lately, if died i wouldn't be able to meet or see them ever again (same for them too). I don't believe in afterlife so it kinda hard to think about.
If I thought that there was any actual chance of seeing her again, I would have CTB'ed years ago
 
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