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There is no recreational market for pure F. It's used as a cutting agent in H mostly. As stated above, the only real customers for it are big producers of recreational drugs. I personally would love to have access to F, but I think at this point, H is the way to go if you want to OD on opioids. It's cheap, readily available, and still only takes a couple grams to be 100% fatal.
i heard it's really difficult on H. i read it here somewhere on a tread
 
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There is no recreational market for pure F. It's used as a cutting agent in H mostly. As stated above, the only real customers for it are big producers of recreational drugs. I personally would love to have access to F, but I think at this point, H is the way to go if you want to OD on opioids. It's cheap, readily available, and still only takes a couple grams to be 100% fatal.
Under trivia or other worthless information, my wife was prescribed F for pain during here illness. Even that didn't help much because she suffered so. It's out there but suspect unless someone is really plugged in with drug dealers it will be a bitch to find.
 
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It's so easy to get they are putting it in things that aren't fentanyl and passing those drugs off as the vanilla/ plain version.
 
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I've chronic pain and part of the reason I'm gunna ctb is because every opiate on the street and dark net is fucking fent, it's such a piss poor drug - if I could get Rx opiates I'd ride this out happily
 
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Man, fentanyl would be a dream. Not sure if this is true,, but I read an article about a cop who died just from handling the stuff, with GLOVES. Imagine having such an effortless method at your disposal. Fuck current legislation.
 
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Man, fentanyl would be a dream. Not sure if this is true,, but I read an article about a cop who died just from handling the stuff, with GLOVES. Imagine having such an effortless method at your disposal. Fuck current legislation.
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some of us just don't have the right vibe to be able to have access to hard drugs. might be another thing that's determined by genetics and environment. In other words, it's not a personality trait that can be changed lol

joke aside, I tried really hard at some point to buy heroin, just heroin. not even meth.

and I always failed for mysterious reasons.

wow, carfentanyl is The goat.
 
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There is no recreational market for pure F. It's used as a cutting agent in H mostly. As stated above, the only real customers for it are big producers of recreational drugs. I personally would love to have access to F, but I think at this point, H is the way to go if you want to OD on opioids. It's cheap, readily available, and still only takes a couple grams to be 100% fatal.
why are so many people saying it's a bad way to go .. and nobody ever talks about this.. so i guess there's something wrong with that way
 
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why are so many people saying it's a bad way to go .. and nobody ever talks about this.. so i guess there's something wrong with that way
As far as being readily available, if you get caught trying to buy it you'll go to jail, you're taking a chance here. You'll likely have to go into a high crime area and take your chance that you're not buying from someone undercover. Someone who is already suicidal will suffer a lot more in jail than a person who is used to being in jail.
 
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As far as being readily available, if you get caught trying to buy it you'll go to jail, you're taking a chance here. You'll likely have to go into a high crime area and take your chance that you're not buying from someone undercover. Someone who is already suicidal will suffer a lot more in jail than a person who is used to being in jail.
hmm yeah possibly.. But depending where you live.
I live in EU, if i get caught with a gram H i get a fine (maybe) and a warning. That's it..
 
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I have a prescription every month for 10 patches of fentanyl. My problem is that I've been on them for a year so my tolerance to them is really high so I don't even think that many would kill me
 
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Why are we trapped in this life? If you are on government assistance for instance, wouldn't they want to put you down?
 
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I have a prescription every month for 10 patches of fentanyl. My problem is that I've been on them for a year so my tolerance to them is really high so I don't even think that many would kill me
ask your doctor for carfentanyl lol
 
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It's not that hard to find it online. Requires a little digging but it's possible
 
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hmm yeah possibly.. But depending where you live.
I live in EU, if i get caught with a gram H i get a fine (maybe) and a warning. That's it..
In the U.S. it is very different, a lot of people are in jail just for trying to buy marijuana on the street- in some places it is legal, in many places it is not.
 
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people are HOOKED on this stuff. you think anyone is going to share?😂😂 i had the same problem looking for benzos online
 
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I have no idea where to begin in finding H without fear of getting caught or stabbed
 
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It's not that hard to find it online. Requires a little digging but it's possible
Are we talking dnm's? Could you PM me please?

people are HOOKED on this stuff. you think anyone is going to share?😂😂 i had the same problem looking for benzos online
Benzos are one of the easiest thing to get online. Even on clearnet they're available but there's a lot of counterfeits around. This doesn't mean they're shit or not benzos. It just means they're probably an often stronger benzo or analogue. Not all benzos are used medically and they're quite a varied drug. Different half-life, different peoperties. Some are hypnotic, muscles relaxers, anxiety relief, sedative etc.

If ever buying benzos online be very cautious and never by 'pressed' loose pills. They will never be what they're claimed. Even pills in blister packs can't be 100% trusted but legitimate ones are available. A brand called Bensedin Galenika has a decent track record. It has had some counterfeiting but generally seems to be easily and cheaply obtainable for seller to provide the genuine article. You can't really sleep on it though. It's best to always be checking for what'a being faked. If possible get your pills checked before using them. You can check a site called wedinos. They do free sample testing in the EU or UK I think. The results are publicly available on the site and it gives a good overall picture of what's being faked and with what. You can search the results using specific terms and brand names.

H is very easy to find on dark net markets. If you're able to navigate the markets and crypto currency you can get opiates and opioids (amongst many other things) delivered to your door within a day or two in many places.

As far as using F as a cutting agent, that's not entirely correct. It may be that it's added to week H but it's not used as a curting agents as its so strong in such tiny amounts that it wouldn't add bulk at all. I think F is often found in fake pressed Oxy and other opioid pills. It has been found in some odd places too. Cocaine for example. That's just really odd and counter productive for a dealer so it was probably done accidentally or intentionally as a dick move. Perhaps revenge of some kind. Can only speculate. But yeah, it's everywhere but nowhere as far as I can see. Where you are in the world will make a big difference to the drugs your likely to be exposed to though. I haven't bought drugs on the streets in many years. Wouldn't trust it now. Went from hippies hands to gangs and wannabe g's. There's no honour amongst g's!
 
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As far as being readily available, if you get caught trying to buy it you'll go to jail, you're taking a chance here. You'll likely have to go into a high crime area and take your chance that you're not buying from someone undercover. Someone who is already suicidal will suffer a lot more in jail than a person who is used to being in jail.
I have been planning my CTB for the longest time and now the plan fell apart. E.g. N out of stock.

So I am looking at the alternatives, including SN and Fentanyl. Fentanyl seems to be easier to get given the rise in OD and quite peaceful. I just have to figure out where to buy it.

I am extremely desperate and at the point where I don't care if the seller is "undercover". I'll bring my firearm and body armor (both were legally acquired and I have these for years) and if the cops want to arrest me, I'll brandish my gun and pretend to shot them (but NOT actually shot them). Given the trigger-happy attitude of many cops, especially if you point a firearm on them, they can shot me to death.
 
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If ever buying benzos online be very cautious and never by 'pressed' loose pills. They will never be what they're claimed. Even pills in blister packs can't be 100% trusted but legitimate ones are available. A brand called Bensedin Galenika has a decent track record. It has had some counterfeiting but generally seems to be easily and cheaply obtainable for seller to provide the genuine article. You can't really sleep on it though. It's best to always be checking for what'a being faked. If possible get your pills checked before using them. You can check a site called wedinos. They do free sample testing in the EU or UK I think. The results are publicly available on the site and it gives a good overall picture of what's being faked and with what. You can search the results using specific terms and brand names.
ya thats the problem😅 i want the legit stuff the doctors prescribe
 
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Fentanyl is commonly used by homeless people in San Francisco, CA and Portland, OR. (East Coast cities and Chicago, IL are more about alcohol, weed, and crack.) They use it to get through their days, to numb the tediousness of sitting on the sidewalks day after day. All in all, they're not too unhappy. They get free food, medical care, and shelter from the Big Government, as well as the naïve passersby giving them monetary handouts, and public library and train station restrooms ("WC's" for non-Americans) for basic hygiene. But they're just bored from having nothing to do all day. So they turn to Fentanyl. I don't know where and how they get it, but they do. Maybe they obtain fake prescription cards.
 
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Fentanyl is commonly used by homeless people in San Francisco, CA and Portland, OR. (East Coast cities and Chicago, IL are more about alcohol, weed, and crack.) They use it to get through their days, to numb the tediousness of sitting on the sidewalks day after day. All in all, they're not too unhappy. They get free food, medical care, and shelter from the Big Government, as well as the naïve passersby giving them monetary handouts, and public library and train station restrooms ("WC's" for non-Americans) for basic hygiene. But they're just bored from having nothing to do all day. So they turn to Fentanyl. I don't know where and how they get it, but they do. Maybe they obtain fake prescription cards.
If I were homeless in SF and on Fent then I would sell online with a phone and sending with a postcard, it's difficult to get caught without a home address.
They can make money on the deep web or other websites. But maybe I'm just thinking too simple. lol

But I have the feeling it's not even allowed to sell on the deep web, so maybe my first sentence doesn't make sense.
There isn't any Fentanyl to find on the deep web. And I think I read somewhere they don't want it in the online shops because it's so lethal.
 
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I'm not sure. I think people are desperate enough for their fent that they will just go get it in person. I don't think the typical fent user is lurking around the dark web.
 
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I'm not sure. I think people are desperate enough for their fent that they will just go get it in person. I don't think the typical fent user is lurking around the dark web.
strange because they can make a LOT of money.

Just seen a new documentary about Fentanyl problem in Vancouver called '10 dollar death trip'. It's very easy to get there on the street. 10$

If one of those people start selling online on this site or the deep web they will become rich quickly imo, instead of stealing everyday for some money for Fent.
But i think they are too far off the map to realize that.
 
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But I have the feeling it's not even allowed to sell on the deep web, so maybe my first sentence doesn't make sense.
There isn't any Fentanyl to find on the deep web. And I think I read somewhere they don't want it in the online shops because it's so lethal.
Quick technical correction. The "deep web" is a set of library, university, hospital, and government servers, where data is stored, but isn't searchable or indexed by any public search engines. The deep web is legal, just inaccessible to the public. TSA's "no fly" list, universities' medical journals, or the US hospitals' Epic portal are on the deep web. You have to buy a subscription or work in those industries to get access.

What you're thinking of is the "dark web", where illegal products are bought and sold; Tor browsers and Onion routing are used to hide the dark web. Now, the dark web just might have fentanyl, along with much sicker things most of us can't even imagine. If you know the movie "Hostel", its Elite Hunting Club was hosted on the dark web. The "regular" counterpart to those two webs is the "clear web" or "surface web".

Source: I work with computers, I just had to say it.
 
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Quick technical correction. The "deep web" is a set of library, university, hospital, and government servers, where data is stored, but isn't searchable or indexed by any public search engines. The deep web is legal, just inaccessible to the public. TSA's "no fly" list, universities' medical journals, or the US hospitals' Epic portal are on the deep web. You have to buy a subscription or work in those industries to get access.

What you're thinking of is the "dark web", where illegal products are bought and sold; Tor browsers and Onion routing are used to hide the dark web. Now, the dark web just might have fentanyl, along with much sicker things most of us can't even imagine. If you know the movie "Hostel", its Elite Hunting Club was hosted on the dark web. The "regular" counterpart to those two webs is the "clear web" or "surface web".

Source: I work with computers, I just had to say it.
A million years ago I downloaded tor and had a friend help me get to it. I wanted to check out what Silk Road was all about . The amount of snuff and stuff that passed my eyeballs cannot be unseen. Now, too old to navigate but if you haven't been there you might not want to go. I don't know what replaced Silk Road but you can definitely get some stuff on there. I don't know how not to be ripped off and I am sure you would have to pay with Bitcoin so, you may want to make a friend who's good at computers. But again, there is intense and disturbing stuff on there. If you think something is wrong with this world now.. oh boy
 
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I have a plug in Utah that gets ounces and ounces of pure fentanyl. I'm just always been afraid to order some from him.
 
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I have a plug in Utah that gets ounces and ounces of pure fentanyl. I'm just always been afraid to order some from him.
I think you just set yourself up to get slammed with requests LOL I knew two people who were getting marijuana (now legal here) sent from the West Coast by private Courier to the Midwest and they have new x-ray machines that are very good, I even got my loofah seeds confiscated LOL Anyway, my two friends who were doing this both got heavy charges. If a package goes through Chicago/O'Hare, it won't make it to its final destination. Just a word of warning
Fentanyl is commonly used by homeless people in San Francisco, CA and Portland, OR. (East Coast cities and Chicago, IL are more about alcohol, weed, and crack.) They use it to get through their days, to numb the tediousness of sitting on the sidewalks day after day. All in all, they're not too unhappy. They get free food, medical care, and shelter from the Big Government, as well as the naïve passersby giving them monetary handouts, and public library and train station restrooms ("WC's" for non-Americans) for basic hygiene. But they're just bored from having nothing to do all day. So they turn to Fentanyl. I don't know where and how they get it, but they do. Maybe they obtain fake prescription cards.
Fentanyl is taking over for heroin in Chicago. Chicago used to be famous for having really great heroin and homeless addicts would travel here just to get the good stuff. From what I hear it is all cut with fentanyl now and my friend's kids are dropping dead left and right from the stuff in the Chicago suburbs.
I have a prescription every month for 10 patches of fentanyl. My problem is that I've been on them for a year so my tolerance to them is really high so I don't even think that many would kill me
The kids have a way of extracting it from the patches and therefore not Time released. I haven't checked it out but I am sure it the information is on the regular web. After my mom passed, I put her patches all over me, like two boxes. I woke up on the kitchen floor 3 days later in a pile of what I swear was elephant s*** because there was a lot of it.
 
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