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blinkblink

blinkblink

when am i done?
Jul 19, 2026
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why is that such a big thing here? ive been lurking here for a while but SN is so popular for ctb here but not anywhere else? whats the appeal?

1 its hard to obtain
2 takes a while to act so si can kick in after u drink it
3 tastes bad
4 can be painful
5 you have to fast before hand which isnt that fun (for me in particular, i would like to each right before i ctb)


i dont see why users dont go with other methods and why this is so so popular
 
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dirkw83

Experienced
Mar 4, 2026
253
1 it's hard but it's possible, that's what matters
2 SI can kick in with any method
3 Lots of things taste bad
4 Most if not all methods will be painful or extremely unsettling
5 CTB isn't the time for fun things

I think to a lot of people SN is just the best of the worst, that's why it's kinda common here.
 
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Endstati0n

Endstati0n

"dying is like taking off a tight shoe" - ram dass
May 10, 2026
141
People on here somehow think SN is a good method and Opiod od's are a non method. Id never do SN, id rather hang myself
 
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fitoo5999

Student
Jul 23, 2026
160
Well, no easy to hang yourself.
I've tried and I got scared away, let's say the OD will be more fun.
 
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Neosisyphean

Neosisyphean

Kiwi
Jun 4, 2026
21
I think it depends. For me, SN is the most practical option since it's much easier to obtain compared to other methods here. I was able to get it without any difficulty. There's also the other method, Hanging , but I don't think it's practical simply because I don't have a suitable place to carry it out. (Sorry if the translation is bad, I'm using Google Translate)
 
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Lamentice

Lamentice

Walk without rhythm and you won't attract the worm
Mar 27, 2023
422
I think dirkw83 nailed it, for many it's just the best of the worst. Not the most comfortable, not too uncomfortable, kind of difficult to get, but not too hard, there's a lot of information here about it, which makes it feel more accessible. Opioids can be really intimidating if you have never interacted with that world, even though they'd really be easier and more comfortable.
 
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Golden

Golden

Member
Nov 16, 2023
73
Adding to what people have said already, you are unlikely to suffer permanent brain damage if you fail. Same cannot be said about most other methods
 
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meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
396
why is that such a big thing here? ive been lurking here for a while but SN is so popular for ctb here but not anywhere else? whats the appeal?

1 its hard to obtain
2 takes a while to act so si can kick in after u drink it
3 tastes bad
4 can be painful
5 you have to fast before hand which isnt that fun (for me in particular, i would like to each right before i ctb)


i dont see why users dont go with other methods and why this is so so popular
1. SN was pretty hard to obtain, but thanks to MIC, it's just annoying, not hard. the main problem is price, but money is useless to a dead person.
2. same with lots of other methods, and there's not really an easy way to stop the death. if you just destroy your phone, you'll have no way to call EMS to get help
3. pretty temporary thing..
4. if you do it correctly, it'll be overall pretty painless. i think the worst problem is the nausea.
5. this is a valid point, though for some people it'd only be a few hours
 
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hughmun9

hughmun9

Student
Feb 22, 2023
190
I can't speak for others but for me one of the major reasons is that it's one of the easier methods to overcome SI with. You just brace yourself to drink 50-100 mls of salty water. Then you wait 20 minutes.
 
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mustard tiger

Member
Mar 27, 2026
48
it has a lot of problems, but the biggest upside of SN is that I think I could actually do it.
 
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Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
188
I don't think SI kicks in if you take benzos but I could be wrong
 
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fitoo5999

Student
Jul 23, 2026
160
I don't think SI kicks in if you take benzos but I could be wrong
SI kick all the time, you are designed to survive so whatever you take will be the same. This is why I want to OD
 
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Crumblin'Castles

Crumblin'Castles

from escapism to escape
Jul 21, 2026
9
i dont see why users dont go with other methods and why this is so so popular
I don't get it as well. From most accounts of people who survived it or other evidences I know and read about here and there - PRETTY FUCKING MUCH had suffered really bad symptoms. Even those who have done it correctly with proper dose and didn't vomit. The big problem with this method IMO is that our digestion and metabolism are super unpredictable. If you want any substance affect you fast to bypass its unpleasant effects - you breathe it or inject intravenously, surely keep it away of your mouth(here is why I'm not a big fan of any oral drug method, especially "cocktails"). So why would I want to include more variables and risks in the death equation? I already had suffered in life. I prefer at lest my last moments be as soft and controlled as possible.
 
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fitoo5999

Student
Jul 23, 2026
160
I don't get it as well. From most accounts of people who survived it or other evidences I know and read about here and there - PRETTY FUCKING MUCH had suffered really bad symptoms. Even those who have done it correctly with proper dose and didn't vomit. The big problem with this method IMO is that our digestion and metabolism are super unpredictable. If you want any substance affect you fast to bypass its unpleasant effects - you breathe it or inject intravenously, surely keep it away of your mouth(here is why I'm not a big fan of any oral drug method, especially "cocktails"). So why would I want to include more variables and risks in the death equation? I already had suffered in life. I prefer at lest my last moments be as soft and controlled as possible.
Well all the method could be uncomfortable and it is not easy to do a IV otherwise everyone would do it.
 
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diviosd

diviosd

girl who's sad
Aug 7, 2023
314
SN has always sounded long and torturous to me, too much opportunity to back out, i also have no clue why its the most desirable...
 
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Bitter Almonds

Student
Jan 16, 2026
140
It isn't the most desirable. But that's off the table. it's available, relatively easy to do (mix powder with water on empty stomach, antiemetic, go) and pretty solidly efficient.

I would like to just be able to mix up the potion and down it in one go without the fasting / ae though.
 
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Lazuli

Lazuli

Corporate slave
Oct 26, 2020
70
SN is easily obtainable in my country compared to lethal gas. Opioids might get me in serious trouble (prison). Actually wanted to do tourniquet method but couldn't pull it off.
 
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nayomi

nayomi

only the truth will save us all
Jul 19, 2026
204
i posted something like it no long ago.
i think usually people use it after failed suicide.
also it is easier to easy something , we are kinda used to it compers to other methods. so less si function
 
TimeTraveling4

TimeTraveling4

Member
May 14, 2025
11
4. if you do it correctly, it'll be overall pretty painless. i think the worst problem is the nausea.
Is there a updated protocol for SN? From what I've read, you should expect a ton of vomiting and a racing heart with coldness from your outer regions becoming blue
 
_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,167
back then i thought wow sn sounds so good. but after lurking here longer, i have come to the conclusion its not that good after all for me. i did see a live streamed sn ctb attempt. the sn did its job; the person died. but the road towards it was very hard from what ive seen in that live stream.
the person gasped for air, moaned, was shaking and gave me the impression they were feeling very unwell. the person was also very clumsy and uncoordinated. to me it didnt seem peacefull at all and it made me reconsider my plans with sn. the person in the livestream took meto if i remember correctly, still they were vomiting or trying to very bad.. thats just my impressions, maybe it goes more smoothly in other cases but to me, its not really my method
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,494
Is there a updated protocol for SN? From what I've read, you should expect a ton of vomiting and a racing heart with coldness from your outer regions becoming blue
From what I know, there is no update for SN. I recently asked someone who has access to the online PPH book and unfortunately, no update this summer 2026. So we must deal with the January 2025 version.
 
flowerbomb

flowerbomb

Student
Nov 28, 2024
134
SN frightens me a lot. But the "best" option in all worse ones 😪
 
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Lastact

Member
Jan 9, 2026
50
why is that such a big thing here? ive been lurking here for a while but SN is so popular for ctb here but not anywhere else? whats the appeal?

1 its hard to obtain
2 takes a while to act so si can kick in after u drink it
3 tastes bad
4 can be painful
5 you have to fast before hand which isnt that fun (for me in particular, i would like to each right before i ctb)


i dont see why users dont go with other methods and why this is so so popular
Hi, what is the reason why you should fast before taking SN? To avoid vomiting?
 
TimeTraveling4

TimeTraveling4

Member
May 14, 2025
11
From what I know, there is no update for SN. I recently asked someone who has access to the online PPH book and unfortunately, no update this summer 2026. So we must deal with the January 2025 version.
Could you send me the 2025 version? I'm working with the 2018 version on the SN megathread
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,494
Could you send me the 2025 version? I'm working with the 2018 version on the SN megathread
 

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