Who destroyed your life?

[Disappointered]

I'm sure I have many character flaws and innate vulnerabilities which make the world around me strain to deal with me in certain ways but ultimately even those are things my parents could have easily forseen and managed properly had they done their jobs right. But they didn't. They didn't at all. So they are primarily to blame. There are others, such as the nwo liars who bear responsibility for my fabrication to begin with as well as abusive people in my environment growing up but most of the blame falls on my parents. If I had been raised properly by decent normal foster parents I'd have turned out a pretty normal and correspondingly happy, functional, semi-successful person. But two loser dupes got the job and destroyed both me and my sister.

 

[it's_all_a_game]

My mom, my classmates at school, and some folks on the Internet I (stupidly) looked up to.

 

[Doormat]

I am always angry about my mom who physically abused me when i was a child. This destroyed my life completely. Furthermore i was heavily bullied in school. I never made a wrong decision, i never took drugs or anything. I never had a chance to become happy. Who destroyed your life?
The people who destroyed my life have a way betther life than me. I deal with suicidality quiet daily and I think it is rather a question of time when it happens. However I am not sure when the perfect time is. I am talkative today so sorry for that.
I think suicide should not be the first option but sometimes it seems for me the only option. This world is extremely unfair. I know many people who suffer due to (sexual) abuse. However i think life is suffering. And for me the answer is better not be born.

School peers who chipped away at my confidence and made me lose contact with myself

 

[Thegoldenapples]

An orthodontist who put me through 5 year treatment without my consent, ignored my allergy to nickel, had incorrect measurements, deceived and lied to me all for $8,000. Then a demonologist added by putting me accutane for a year which destroyed my gut and liver further. Dose was for someone double my weight and it was double the time. Then that weakened by body and I got Lyme. Medical negligence is a killer

 

[Defenestration]

must work to can live

 

[booray]

I did, but the cops who arrested me sealed my fate.

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

Psychiatrists, narcissistic abuser, incompetent therapist, my parents

 

[jakaka]

Myself. No one to blame but me!

 

[Hirokami]

Me. I'm weak.

 

[loopylou]

Mum & dad paved the way for me to wind up with an abusive man whom I wasted 13 years of my life with

 

[Lmd]

My parents but I'm too old to blame them so I guess that I'm the culprit

 

[Deformationalplagio]

Yeah my mom too

 

[Yiyo123]

I was verbally abuse by my father for many years. My mother didn't do anything about it. I was bullied as a child, a teen and as a young adult.

When i started working, I was constantly called names. I think is called mobbing. This situation continued for so many years that it really fucked me up emotionally. I filed so many complaints, but nothing happened. I ended resigning after 25 years of abuse in the workplace. That fucked me up so bad.

I've been suicidal for years. Always depressed, emotionally unstable, anxious, paranoid, bipolar and psychotic.

I gave up a long time ago. I don't care about life anymore. I'll CTB as soon as i take care if a few things that are holding me back. I won't announce anything... just simply do it.

I'm not encouraging anyone to do the same. Everyone deals with his/her demons differently. But what I said is my choice to make.

 

[Outofhope]

The person I love the most in this world. I've done more for him than anyone ever has and I'm still not good enough.

 

[fred farkle]

Me!

 

[plough22]

My ex partner, she went out of her way with lies to destroy me, 4 years later, scars are there mentally physically. I hope for karma

 

[inthemoonblue]

Me, and only me. I've had so much good fortune in life, it's my own fault I'm too pathetic to be happy despite that.

 

[Trisolaris]

Psychiatrists and psych meds destroyed my life.

 

[Quinlor]

My self of course... I am guilty about everything. I hurt everyone around me.

 

[Ringo]

My father and uncle lied to me and I ended up anchored in an environment that has corroded me to my current deplorable state. Anyway, I'm stupid, I believed them.

 

[HarpoMarx]

Me, by not being able to deal with migration to a different country when I was a child. I became a completely different person.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

Well done, fellas!

 

[Life_and_Death]

Me, by not being able to deal with migration to a different country when I was a child. I became a completely different person.

I don't feel that's your fault. Moving one street over can be difficult forget to another country .

 

[sunsetintehwoods]

Myself, for sure. Suddenly freedom became a terrible burden for me.

 

[DivineMedicus]

I did. However, this was done out of necessity. I need reasons to kill myself because frankly I believe this world is rotten to the core and I do not wish to wageslave my life away and be just another cog in the machine. This terrible realization of the world led me to sabotage everything I've ever accomplished. I have, for the past few years, procrastinated and haven't acted upon any opportunities that could potentially benefit me, because they would eventually be far too much of a commitment.

 

[nasblue]

I am always angry about my mom who physically abused me when i was a child. This destroyed my life completely. Furthermore i was heavily bullied in school. I never made a wrong decision, i never took drugs or anything. I never had a chance to become happy. Who destroyed your life?
The people who destroyed my life have a way betther life than me. I deal with suicidality quiet daily and I think it is rather a question of time when it happens. However I am not sure when the perfect time is. I am talkative today so sorry for that.
I think suicide should not be the first option but sometimes it seems for me the only option. This world is extremely unfair. I know many people who suffer due to (sexual) abuse. However i think life is suffering. And for me the answer is better not be born.

Parents destroyed me mentally, a surgeon physically. Boomers are just good for nothing.

 

[tormennted]

Me, parents, society, genetics

 

[lofticries]

30%parents,10%genetics,10%enviroment,50%me.

 

[itsallover]

A faggot ass male nurse who rammed a catheter up my dick and created a cycle of tortuous pain and urological symptoms that will not let up for nothing. God I wish I had a killer's heart, but unfortunately I don't so that piece of garbage gets to keep living.

 

[oblivion_seeker]

Myself. Without a doubt.