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Disappointered

Disappointered

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2020
1,279
I'm sure I have many character flaws and innate vulnerabilities which make the world around me strain to deal with me in certain ways but ultimately even those are things my parents could have easily forseen and managed properly had they done their jobs right. But they didn't. They didn't at all. So they are primarily to blame. There are others, such as the nwo liars who bear responsibility for my fabrication to begin with as well as abusive people in my environment growing up but most of the blame falls on my parents. If I had been raised properly by decent normal foster parents I'd have turned out a pretty normal and correspondingly happy, functional, semi-successful person. But two loser dupes got the job and destroyed both me and my sister.
 
it's_all_a_game

it's_all_a_game

I remember...death in the afternoon...
Nov 7, 2020
356
My mom, my classmates at school, and some folks on the Internet I (stupidly) looked up to.
 
Doormat

Doormat

Life is never so bad that it can't get any worse
May 22, 2020
86
I am always angry about my mom who physically abused me when i was a child. This destroyed my life completely. Furthermore i was heavily bullied in school. I never made a wrong decision, i never took drugs or anything. I never had a chance to become happy. Who destroyed your life?
The people who destroyed my life have a way betther life than me. I deal with suicidality quiet daily and I think it is rather a question of time when it happens. However I am not sure when the perfect time is. I am talkative today so sorry for that.
I think suicide should not be the first option but sometimes it seems for me the only option. This world is extremely unfair. I know many people who suffer due to (sexual) abuse. However i think life is suffering. And for me the answer is better not be born.
School peers who chipped away at my confidence and made me lose contact with myself
 
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Thegoldenapples

Thegoldenapples

Specialist
Aug 12, 2020
349
An orthodontist who put me through 5 year treatment without my consent, ignored my allergy to nickel, had incorrect measurements, deceived and lied to me all for $8,000. Then a demonologist added by putting me accutane for a year which destroyed my gut and liver further. Dose was for someone double my weight and it was double the time. Then that weakened by body and I got Lyme. Medical negligence is a killer
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,428
must work to can live
 
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booray

Can’t do this anymore
Jan 28, 2021
394
I did, but the cops who arrested me sealed my fate.
 
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killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
Psychiatrists, narcissistic abuser, incompetent therapist, my parents
 
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jakaka

Member
Jan 15, 2021
61
Myself. No one to blame but me!
 
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loopylou

Learn to fly
Jan 11, 2021
884
Mum & dad paved the way for me to wind up with an abusive man whom I wasted 13 years of my life with
 
Lmd

Lmd

Elementalist
Jul 12, 2020
812
My parents but I'm too old to blame them so I guess that I'm the culprit
 
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Deformationalplagio

Born deformed
Dec 28, 2019
378
Yeah my mom too ❤️
 
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Yiyo123

Member
Apr 24, 2020
94
I was verbally abuse by my father for many years. My mother didn't do anything about it. I was bullied as a child, a teen and as a young adult.

When i started working, I was constantly called names. I think is called mobbing. This situation continued for so many years that it really fucked me up emotionally. I filed so many complaints, but nothing happened. I ended resigning after 25 years of abuse in the workplace. That fucked me up so bad.

I've been suicidal for years. Always depressed, emotionally unstable, anxious, paranoid, bipolar and psychotic.

I gave up a long time ago. I don't care about life anymore. I'll CTB as soon as i take care if a few things that are holding me back. I won't announce anything... just simply do it.

I'm not encouraging anyone to do the same. Everyone deals with his/her demons differently. But what I said is my choice to make.
 
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Outofhope

Member
Feb 19, 2021
56
The person I love the most in this world. I've done more for him than anyone ever has and I'm still not good enough.
 
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plough22

plough22

Living but not really, just surviving
May 1, 2020
226
My ex partner, she went out of her way with lies to destroy me, 4 years later, scars are there mentally physically. I hope for karma
 
inthemoonblue

inthemoonblue

Member
Nov 26, 2020
84
Me, and only me. I've had so much good fortune in life, it's my own fault I'm too pathetic to be happy despite that.
 
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Trisolaris

Trisolaris

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
447
Psychiatrists and psych meds destroyed my life.
 
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Quinlor

Quinlor

The stranger
Feb 21, 2019
1,064
My self of course... I am guilty about everything. I hurt everyone around me.
 
Murasa

Murasa

"The Great Little Captain"
Dec 3, 2020
1,755
My father and uncle lied to me and I ended up anchored in an environment that has corroded me to my current deplorable state. Anyway, I'm stupid, I believed them.
 
HarpoMarx

HarpoMarx

Member
Jan 28, 2021
44
Me, by not being able to deal with migration to a different country when I was a child. I became a completely different person.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,788
1614519342799

Well done, fellas!
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,031
Me, by not being able to deal with migration to a different country when I was a child. I became a completely different person.
I don't feel that's your fault. Moving one street over can be difficult forget to another country :hug:.
 
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sunsetintehwoods

sunsetintehwoods

Same rules apply
Feb 22, 2021
128
Myself, for sure. Suddenly freedom became a terrible burden for me.
 
DivineMedicus

DivineMedicus

Vereor Nox
Sep 7, 2020
242
I did. However, this was done out of necessity. I need reasons to kill myself because frankly I believe this world is rotten to the core and I do not wish to wageslave my life away and be just another cog in the machine. This terrible realization of the world led me to sabotage everything I've ever accomplished. I have, for the past few years, procrastinated and haven't acted upon any opportunities that could potentially benefit me, because they would eventually be far too much of a commitment.
 
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nasblue

Member
Jul 14, 2018
92
I am always angry about my mom who physically abused me when i was a child. This destroyed my life completely. Furthermore i was heavily bullied in school. I never made a wrong decision, i never took drugs or anything. I never had a chance to become happy. Who destroyed your life?
The people who destroyed my life have a way betther life than me. I deal with suicidality quiet daily and I think it is rather a question of time when it happens. However I am not sure when the perfect time is. I am talkative today so sorry for that.
I think suicide should not be the first option but sometimes it seems for me the only option. This world is extremely unfair. I know many people who suffer due to (sexual) abuse. However i think life is suffering. And for me the answer is better not be born.
Parents destroyed me mentally, a surgeon physically. Boomers are just good for nothing.
 
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tormennted

tormennted

Member
Feb 13, 2021
21
Me, parents, society, genetics
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,470
30%parents,10%genetics,10%enviroment,50%me.
 
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itsallover

Arcanist
Jun 29, 2018
478
A faggot ass male nurse who rammed a catheter up my dick and created a cycle of tortuous pain and urological symptoms that will not let up for nothing. God I wish I had a killer's heart, but unfortunately I don't so that piece of garbage gets to keep living.
 
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oblivion_seeker

Member
Sep 27, 2020
26
Myself. Without a doubt.
 
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