LetzteAusfahrt
Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
- Jun 27, 2020
- 590
GHB is an anesthetic. With an overdose, you fall asleep, fall into a coma, and die of respiratory depression
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Aeathelina
Little Homeless Girl
- Feb 5, 2020
- 307
October 12th 2020 or December 2nd 2020. Either the day my life went to hell or after I turn 26 because I don't see it getting better.
Niirvana
♥Soon♥
- Sep 18, 2020
- 436
LetzteAusfahrt
Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
- Jun 27, 2020
- 590
DN, drug scene, bodybuilding scenei think halloween would be cool
BPD Barbie
Visionary
- Dec 1, 2019
- 2,359
I enjoy seeing your posts and contribution to this forum so it will be a sad day when you leave us love.
LetzteAusfahrt
Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
- Jun 27, 2020
- 590
So, the cube has finally stopped showing October 4th.
I have had to tighten my demands on my dying a bit, but I can still live with that for a few days.
It might have been naive to believe that I could rely on others for once in my life
LetzteAusfahrt
Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
- Jun 27, 2020
- 590
Small correction.
Naming September 30th as my last day here was an affect mistake because I was very frustrated.
The correct date is of course October 4th after a little thought. Just a week later
CatabolicSeed
they/them
- Feb 19, 2020
- 263
Gonna be sometime in November. I'll pick a day of the week I'm not scheduked to work, so Friday or Sunday most likely. Not sure on the exact number but I can barely get myself to wait October out so probably something early, like the 5th or 7th.
It'sNotLookingGood
You Know I Couldn't Last
- Mar 1, 2020
- 221
I'm thinking around November 10-15th
That would be just over two weeks after a family birthday, so my death won't ruin that this year or in the future, and then there are no more family birthdays till the new year.
It would also be a month before Christmas, and while my death might still sully Christmas 2020, it won't ruin every Christmas after, the same way a suicide in December might.
November 13th actually happens to be a Friday the 13th. I can't decide whether it would be cool to ctb on Fri 13th, or utterly cringe lol. Thoughts?:)
Adamsnolife
Arcanist
- May 5, 2020
- 401
I turn 33 on Sunday and hopefully that'll be the last birthday I'll have.
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,082
TheSomebody
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- Sep 28, 2020
- 283
i would like to do that as well..but im not sue about the method and since i make a reeducation i have not the money to pay for expensive pills :(
i searched for various stuff like that in darknet as well but there are a lot of scammers and it doesnt feel safe since u never know what u get or bette rif u get sth at all. They could send u flour in a capsule for 600 dollars and u wouldnt have any option to claim or receive ur money back. I didnt find any ruptable seller i could trust. And if u have no contacts to the drug scene u are lost :(
Rue89
Visionary
- Feb 10, 2020
- 2,726
I don't have a specific date planned, just asap, hopefully before the end of October.I am waiting to hear on a job offer. If things fall through, I am out of here. If luck would have it and I do get it, then I am not entirely sure. I keep moving the goalpost based on life events.Wednesday 21 October... It's a definite no backing out no thinking otherwise it's a locked in date
I will be turning 32 in a couple weeks that's my definite date as I want to be 'free too' I guess you're gonna be 'free free' if you get what I meanLast edited:
sadgirl2002
Fallen Angel
- Apr 9, 2019
- 452
If my life doesn't get better and I don't get the one thing I want, then my date will be Monday 21st August 2023.Similar threads
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