Considering jumping but extremely scared

[aj.star]

I wish I wasn't so weak and afraid of pain bc that's the most accessible option I have right now. A few years ago, someone was able to successfully ctb by jumping from the fifth floor staircase in my university's library, which I believe is around 4/5 stories total. Every day I think about doing the same but I am so scared. I really would rather make an exit bag but the method seems so complicated and I don't have the resources to be buying things right now. The biggest pro to jumping is it would be free. But the cons are the pain, it being public, etc. I just don't make what to do. School opens up on Tuesday, which happens to be my 25th birthday. I can imagine living past this age. I think I'm done. I just wish this type of thing wasn't so scary. I am beyond terrified of the pain and the attempt not working.

 

[Amara]

I'm so sorry that life has brought you to this point. I know how you feel. I also wanted to CTB on my birthday. I think you should reconsider it, you might end up paralized...

 

[luna674]

I wish I wasn't so weak and afraid of pain bc that's the most accessible option I have right now. A few years ago, someone was able to successfully ctb by jumping from the fifth floor staircase in my university's library, which I believe is around 4/5 stories total. Every day I think about doing the same but I am so scared. I really would rather make an exit bag but the method seems so complicated and I don't have the resources to be buying things right now. The biggest pro to jumping is it would be free. But the cons are the pain, it being public, etc. I just don't make what to do. School opens up on Tuesday, which happens to be my 25th birthday. I can imagine living past this age. I think I'm done. I just wish this type of thing wasn't so scary. I am beyond terrified of the pain and the attempt not working.

5 stories isn't enough you could survive and be paralyzed.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Please read the following before you jump. They both CTB'd (one with legal assistance as you can see) last spring after their jumps left them severely handicapped.

I jumped 8 stories

I jumped 8 stories and survived. I woke up after a week coma, spent 3 months in hospital/rehab. I have life altering injures and scars. Everyone asks me what happened to me. I'm a walking (barely) failure and my trauma is visible, and will be for the rest of my life! I have lost friends and...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Noelia Castillo euthanasia case - Wikipedia

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