death137
miserable
- Jun 25, 2020
- 1,166
Actually I want CTB on 25th September but unfortunately I still have to wait until October
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LetzteAusfahrt
Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
- Jun 27, 2020
- 590
For months I have planned September 27th as my day of redemption.
Now my partner and my on-site observer are causing me problems.
Why does it have to be so difficult to be able to rely on others?
Sept 30th will be my last day here, with or without documentation of my SN experiences.
Now my partner and my on-site observer are causing me problems.
Why does it have to be so difficult to be able to rely on others?
Sept 30th will be my last day here, with or without documentation of my SN experiences.
nitroautnz
Specialist
- Sep 11, 2020
- 361
It will depend as for when i will receive my flowmeter if i ever receive it 
But i will choose a Sunday evening, i don't want to ruin the weekend of people that i love.
But i will choose a Sunday evening, i don't want to ruin the weekend of people that i love.my SN is 300kms away.. would take some 4cdays more.. will probably go on the Friday /Saturday night
I know my date, place & method.
No way I'm sharing it on an open forum!
I know I'm anonymous here but not going to risk being identified by something I've written & having someone interfere.
No way I'm sharing it on an open forum!
I know I'm anonymous here but not going to risk being identified by something I've written & having someone interfere.
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Wizard
- Jul 31, 2020
- 690
Preferably before my birthday October 31
Sprite_Geist
NULL
- May 27, 2020
- 1,590
Mr2005
Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
- Sep 25, 2018
- 3,622
middle aged is the new old
If you're older than 30 this place will just make you more depressed. Or maybe life itself does that. I don't think most of us will get old anymore, we're just not allowed. I don't feel I've been here that long yet I know it's already over. To answer the question soon for the reasons given
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LetzteAusfahrt
Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
- Jun 27, 2020
- 590
How right you are. I am a dinosaur and I just wish I had known such a forum 30 years ago.
It would have saved me a lot of suffering
Mr2005
Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
- Sep 25, 2018
- 3,622
Fifteen for me. Using a forum would have saved my life. They were around so I don't know what happened. It's why I want to die. I just don't want to know
Chupacabra 44
If boredom were a CTB method, I would be long gone
- Sep 13, 2020
- 710
Great thread. I know that certain days of the week are more prone to have suicides compared to others. Curious to see patterns in the replies.
No preferences for either on my end.
No preferences for either on my end.
I'm going to try and find a job, if I can earn some money I will feel like sticking around. If not then the next time son goes to his mothers I'll be taking a drive with a tent and some charcoal and a few drinks. So maybe 2 weeks to a month, don't know what day it will be, depends on when the muse takes me.
Chupacabra 44
If boredom were a CTB method, I would be long gone
- Sep 13, 2020
- 710
Cant Maintain
Garbage Fire
- Aug 21, 2020
- 147
LetzteAusfahrt
Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
- Jun 27, 2020
- 590
Fortunately, I've reserved a place at @Busdriver for a long time. It could be tight in the near future
Does the day even matter? Just an escape of the pain and suffering is a gift in and of itself.
L I F E T O L O S E
only you can stop the evil
- Sep 18, 2020
- 463
today is a good day to die
death137
miserable
- Jun 25, 2020
- 1,166
L I F E T O L O S E
only you can stop the evil
- Sep 18, 2020
- 463
Busdriver
Mage
- Feb 11, 2020
- 513
Fortunately, I've reserved a place at @Busdriver for a long time. It could be tight in the near future
It will be exciting if I am still around at that time! No just, kidding, C is gone from WHM, so I am happy to serve you
death137
miserable
- Jun 25, 2020
- 1,166
I understand today might feel a good day to die but I hope you do it on plan at least planning to do it in a 2 or 3 days advance.
L I F E T O L O S E
only you can stop the evil
- Sep 18, 2020
- 463
want to help me in this part?
LetzteAusfahrt
Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
- Jun 27, 2020
- 590
I still have to order "G" for someone else. If I see N again, I'll get in touch with you.It will be exciting if I am still around at that time! No just, kidding, C is gone from WHM, so I am happy to serve you
Would be nice to be able to give you a small tip.
I am very happy that you will be my driver and I will definitely give you a positive rating
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death137
miserable
- Jun 25, 2020
- 1,166
I will do my best. Correct me if I'm wrong but when you say today I understood that yesterday you didn't planned to suicide today. I know whether you do it now or tomorrow or another day it doesn't in the big picture since death is death but I want you to leave in calm state. If you know you date few days in advance you might have the chance to do some happy or calm thinks in the few times you got. It could be putting your cloth in order or talking a walk or go to some quite place and talk with yourself, making more peace. It can be anything you think peaceful but can be done easily. In another thread I choose impulsive over calm state because impulsive attempts brought me more close to death but inside me I want calm state and also want that for you. People have different choice and I'm not saying mine is the only way but I thought it might suit you. Sorry if I'm all over the place I'm not good at giving advice. Please can somebody add something if you prefer calm state.
Busdriver
Mage
- Feb 11, 2020
- 513
'G', is that a new type of CTB method? Some sort of super SN?
You are too much fun, I would like to have you around a while longer actually, but I it is my job to drive you to heaven
LetzteAusfahrt
Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
- Jun 27, 2020
- 590
By "G" I mean "GHB".'G', is that a new type of CTB method? Some sort of super SN?
You are too much fun, I would like to have you around a while longer actually, but I it is my job to drive you to heaven
Originally that was my method. 100ml GHB rectal. But soon I didn't like the fact that I had to lie quietly in bed in order not to "leak"
gamma-Hydroxybutyric acid - Wikipedia
LonelyNick
They/Them, He/Him
- Jul 15, 2020
- 262
Busdriver
Mage
- Feb 11, 2020
- 513
By "G" I mean "GHB".
Originally that was my method. 100ml GHB rectal. But soon I didn't like the fact that I had to lie quietly in bed in order not to "leak"
gamma-Hydroxybutyric acid - Wikipedia
en.m.wikipedia.org
Ooh nice, to have a final party with GHB.
That was your CTB method before.. Hmm ok. The leaking could compromise the succesfulness indeed.
I wonder how peaceful it is
Niirvana
♥Soon♥
- Sep 18, 2020
- 436
