Which day you want to ctb?

[death137]

Which method are u going to use?

Full suspension

 

[BrokenGirl]

Actually I want CTB on 25th September but unfortunately I still have to wait until October

 

[LetzteAusfahrt]

For months I have planned September 27th as my day of redemption.

Now my partner and my on-site observer are causing me problems.

Why does it have to be so difficult to be able to rely on others?

Sept 30th will be my last day here, with or without documentation of my SN experiences.

 

[nitroautnz]

It will depend as for when i will receive my flowmeter if i ever receive it But i will choose a Sunday evening, i don't want to ruin the weekend of people that i love.

 

[cyberlordsumit]

my SN is 300kms away.. would take some 4cdays more.. will probably go on the Friday /Saturday night

 

[DyingAlf]

I know my date, place & method.

No way I'm sharing it on an open forum!

I know I'm anonymous here but not going to risk being identified by something I've written & having someone interfere.

 

[deleted]

Preferably before my birthday October 31

 

[Sprite_Geist]

Any day as long as it comes soon.

 

[Mr2005]

I wish I was able to postpone another year-and-a-half so I can CTB just before 30. It'd be nice to experience your 20's and CTB before you become "old"

tbh, I don't even consider 30-year-olds "old," I don't think you're that until 40. 40 is when you're old proper.

middle aged is the new old

Before October because I turn 30 and I'm just not interested in being that old.

If you're older than 30 this place will just make you more depressed. Or maybe life itself does that. I don't think most of us will get old anymore, we're just not allowed. I don't feel I've been here that long yet I know it's already over. To answer the question soon for the reasons given

 

[LetzteAusfahrt]

If you're older than 30 this place will just make you more depressed.

How right you are. I am a dinosaur and I just wish I had known such a forum 30 years ago.
It would have saved me a lot of suffering

 

[Mr2005]

How right you are. I am a dinosaur and I just wish I had known such a forum 30 years ago.
It would have saved me a lot of suffering

Fifteen for me. Using a forum would have saved my life. They were around so I don't know what happened. It's why I want to die. I just don't want to know

 

[Chupacabra 44]

Great thread. I know that certain days of the week are more prone to have suicides compared to others. Curious to see patterns in the replies.

No preferences for either on my end.

 

[TheQ22]

I'm going to try and find a job, if I can earn some money I will feel like sticking around. If not then the next time son goes to his mothers I'll be taking a drive with a tent and some charcoal and a few drinks. So maybe 2 weeks to a month, don't know what day it will be, depends on when the muse takes me.

 

[Chupacabra 44]

I'm going to try and find a job, if I can earn some money I will feel like sticking around. If not then the next time son goes to his mothers I'll be taking a drive with a tent and some charcoal and a few drinks. So maybe 2 weeks to a month, don't know what day it will be, depends on when the muse takes me.

Good luck with your search. Sending you positive vibes.

 

[Cant Maintain]

11/28/20, or maybe day after my birthday

 

[LetzteAusfahrt]

Fortunately, I've reserved a place at @Busdriver for a long time. It could be tight in the near future

 

[Life_is_comedy]

Does the day even matter? Just an escape of the pain and suffering is a gift in and of itself.

 

[L I F E T O L O S E]

today is a good day to die

 

[death137]

today is a good day to die

But would you?

 

[L I F E T O L O S E]

But would you?

Well,Maybe

 

[Busdriver]

Fortunately, I've reserved a place at @Busdriver for a long time. It could be tight in the near future

It will be exciting if I am still around at that time! No just, kidding, C is gone from WHM, so I am happy to serve you

 

[death137]

Well,Maybe

I understand today might feel a good day to die but I hope you do it on plan at least planning to do it in a 2 or 3 days advance.

 

[L I F E T O L O S E]

I understand today might feel a good day to die but I hope you do it on plan at least planning to do it in a 2 or 3 days advance.

want to help me in this part?

 

[LetzteAusfahrt]

It will be exciting if I am still around at that time! No just, kidding, C is gone from WHM, so I am happy to serve you

I still have to order "G" for someone else. If I see N again, I'll get in touch with you.

Would be nice to be able to give you a small tip.

I am very happy that you will be my driver and I will definitely give you a positive rating

 

[death137]

want to help me in this part?

I will do my best. Correct me if I'm wrong but when you say today I understood that yesterday you didn't planned to suicide today. I know whether you do it now or tomorrow or another day it doesn't in the big picture since death is death but I want you to leave in calm state. If you know you date few days in advance you might have the chance to do some happy or calm thinks in the few times you got. It could be putting your cloth in order or talking a walk or go to some quite place and talk with yourself, making more peace. It can be anything you think peaceful but can be done easily. In another thread I choose impulsive over calm state because impulsive attempts brought me more close to death but inside me I want calm state and also want that for you. People have different choice and I'm not saying mine is the only way but I thought it might suit you. Sorry if I'm all over the place I'm not good at giving advice. Please can somebody add something if you prefer calm state.

 

[Busdriver]

I still have to order "G" for someone else. If I see N again, I'll get in touch with you.

Would be nice to be able to give you a small tip.

I am very happy that you will be my driver and I will definitely give you a positive rating

'G', is that a new type of CTB method? Some sort of super SN?

You are too much fun, I would like to have you around a while longer actually, but I it is my job to drive you to heaven

 

[LetzteAusfahrt]

'G', is that a new type of CTB method? Some sort of super SN?

You are too much fun, I would like to have you around a while longer actually, but I it is my job to drive you to heaven

By "G" I mean "GHB".

Originally that was my method. 100ml GHB rectal. But soon I didn't like the fact that I had to lie quietly in bed in order not to "leak"

γ-Hydroxybutyric acid - Wikipedia

en.m.wikipedia.org

 

[LonelyNick]

November 1st

 

[Busdriver]

By "G" I mean "GHB".

Originally that was my method. 100ml GHB rectal. But soon I didn't like the fact that I had to lie quietly in bed in order not to "leak"

γ-Hydroxybutyric acid - Wikipedia

en.m.wikipedia.org

Ooh nice, to have a final party with GHB.

That was your CTB method before.. Hmm ok. The leaking could compromise the succesfulness indeed.
I wonder how peaceful it is

 

[Niirvana]

Every day the date gets closer but I still don't know the exact day