Which day you want to ctb?

[LetzteAusfahrt]

Ooh nice, to have a final party with GHB.

That was your CTB method before.. Hmm ok. The leaking could compromise the succesfulness indeed.
I wonder how peaceful it is

GHB is an anesthetic. With an overdose, you fall asleep, fall into a coma, and die of respiratory depression

 

[Aeathelina]

October 12th 2020 or December 2nd 2020. Either the day my life went to hell or after I turn 26 because I don't see it getting better.

 

[Niirvana]

GHB is an anesthetic. With an overdose, you fall asleep, fall into a coma, and die of respiratory depression

But where u can get it?

 

[LetzteAusfahrt]

But where u can get it?

DN, drug scene, bodybuilding scene

 

[nothingchanges]

i think halloween would be cool

 

[BPD Barbie]

For months I have planned September 27th as my day of redemption.

Now my partner and my on-site observer are causing me problems.

Why does it have to be so difficult to be able to rely on others?

Sept 30th will be my last day here, with or without documentation of my SN experiences.

I enjoy seeing your posts and contribution to this forum so it will be a sad day when you leave us love.

 

[LetzteAusfahrt]

So, the cube has finally stopped showing October 4th.

I have had to tighten my demands on my dying a bit, but I can still live with that for a few days.

It might have been naive to believe that I could rely on others for once in my life

 

[LetzteAusfahrt]

For months I have planned September 27th as my day of redemption.

Now my partner and my on-site observer are causing me problems.

Why does it have to be so difficult to be able to rely on others?

Sept 30th will be my last day here, with or without documentation of my SN experiences.

Small correction.

Naming September 30th as my last day here was an affect mistake because I was very frustrated.

The correct date is of course October 4th after a little thought. Just a week later

 

[CatabolicSeed]

Gonna be sometime in November. I'll pick a day of the week I'm not scheduked to work, so Friday or Sunday most likely. Not sure on the exact number but I can barely get myself to wait October out so probably something early, like the 5th or 7th.

 

[It'sNotLookingGood]

I'm thinking around November 10-15th

That would be just over two weeks after a family birthday, so my death won't ruin that this year or in the future, and then there are no more family birthdays till the new year.
It would also be a month before Christmas, and while my death might still sully Christmas 2020, it won't ruin every Christmas after, the same way a suicide in December might.

November 13th actually happens to be a Friday the 13th. I can't decide whether it would be cool to ctb on Fri 13th, or utterly cringe lol. Thoughts?:)

 

[Adamsnolife]

I turn 33 on Sunday and hopefully that'll be the last birthday I'll have.

 

[Meditation guide]

Yesterday.

 

[TheSomebody]

10 october. Before my birthday.

 

[Deleted member 4993]

Halloween

 

[BrokenGirl]

9th October

 

[deathangel34]

Saturday October 31st 2020, around sunset...

i would like to do that as well..but im not sue about the method and since i make a reeducation i have not the money to pay for expensive pills :(

 

[TheQ22]

Soon and for the rest of my death

 

[deathangel34]

DN, drug scene, bodybuilding scene

i searched for various stuff like that in darknet as well but there are a lot of scammers and it doesnt feel safe since u never know what u get or bette rif u get sth at all. They could send u flour in a capsule for 600 dollars and u wouldnt have any option to claim or receive ur money back. I didnt find any ruptable seller i could trust. And if u have no contacts to the drug scene u are lost :(

 

[Rue89]

I don't have a specific date planned, just asap, hopefully before the end of October.

 

[kitee80]

I am waiting to hear on a job offer. If things fall through, I am out of here. If luck would have it and I do get it, then I am not entirely sure. I keep moving the goalpost based on life events.

 

[Loz2110]

Wednesday 21 October... It's a definite no backing out no thinking otherwise it's a locked in date

I turn 33 on Sunday and hopefully that'll be the last birthday I'll have.

I will be turning 32 in a couple weeks that's my definite date as I want to be 'free too' I guess you're gonna be 'free free' if you get what I mean

 

[sadgirl2002]

If my life doesn't get better and I don't get the one thing I want, then my date will be Monday 21st August 2023.

 

[Salt]

idk maybe 9 October