Livinginhell

Livinginhell

Should be Existinginhell
Aug 13, 2018
93
I'd like to go at home in bed with my dogs beside me. Look them in their eyes so hopefully they'd understand and feel my love for them before I pass.
 
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Time

Looking to leave.
Nov 10, 2019
264
Yup , they will charge your cc card or debit card for clean up , failing that I guess they have insurance to cover costs or not .
Yeah, I was considering that. I plan on emptying my account leaving as little money as possible in it. Hopefully it will end there. Plus I got a tarp to lay on to hopefully cut down on any mess my corpse might leave. Fingers crossed.
 
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MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
1,252
My bed. I'm in a lucky position where no one will check on me long enough for me to pass with SN. I do feel bad about my mother who will find me but honestly she would call the police to find me if I disappeared suddenly and she would find out either way. I'm not brave enough to drive out to the middle of nowhere without my phone. There are worse things than death and being in an unknown location with no way to contact anyone I know is one of those things for me.
 
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ctbUniquectb

Pariah
Jan 7, 2020
489
Hotel staff don't make enough for me to catch the bus there.

Same thing for parks, especially state parks. A lot of park rangers make barely better than hourly, and are students working the summer.

I've considered home when I know family will not be around for a while - to prevent being brought to hospital - but don't want them finding me rotting on their return.

Ruled out the New River Gorge Bridge: yeah, it'll get the job done guaranteed, but I didn't want to make a cold weather jump at night. And park rangers picking bits of me out of trees.
 
AnnonyBox

AnnonyBox

Specialist
Apr 11, 2018
334
I want to die while hiding in my closet. I find small, soft, dark places feel safe and comforting.
 
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mplslonely

Member
Mar 14, 2019
38
When you actually get into a real forest once you walk a bit into the woods there won't be any flesh left by the time you are found. I found a place that has a seldom used road to a quiet part of a woods that would allow the peace most desire to catch that bus. Maybe I'm lucky on having the great north woods a short drive a way.
 
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k75

k75

L'appel du Vide
Jun 27, 2019
2,546
Home would be my preference, and I could easily do it since I have my own apartment. But I feel guilty, because my landlord is really nice and I don't want him to have to deal with that. So I haven't decided what to do, but maybe a hotel instead. Not motel, but somewhere kinda nice.
 
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TowerUpright

TowerUpright

Disillusioned
May 26, 2019
602
Actually, a death in a home - especially a suicide - can reduce the value. It tends to have less of a effect over time, but there are services that will tell you if a house you're thinking of buying has had a death.

ETA: Some people believe that the souls of those who commit suicide do not rest, thus their unwillingness to buy a home that has been the site of a suicide.
On home disclosure forms, it is often asked if someone died in the house.

Not that it should matter, but they ask it anyway.
 
passenger27

passenger27

In my beginning is my end.
Aug 25, 2019
642
I want to die at home in bed, in familiar surroundings to maybe give me a little comfort before passing over. It's a big step to CTB, might as well be comfortable on the ride out.
 
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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
In my bed, want to sleep and never wake up again.
 
voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
965
Actually, a death in a home - especially a suicide - can reduce the value. It tends to have less of a effect over time, but there are services that will tell you if a house you're thinking of buying has had a death.

ETA: Some people believe that the souls of those who commit suicide do not rest, thus their unwillingness to buy a home that has been the site of a suicide.

People are silly. I'd immediately jump at the opportunity of buying such a place if I was in the market. Sounds like a good omen if nothing else. People's personal effects aside, I honestly don't see the problem. I mean, we're surrounded by things which have come into contact with people who've passed all the time, including (in) our own homes. Don't really see the difference.

There's a hotel in my town known for suicide. It's called the suicide hotel or something. It's where that girl died in the water tank a few years ago. Maybe I'll go there.

I've heard about that place, it was quite disgusting. The girl was lying in the tank for weeks iirc, and people kept using the water for everything imaginable, showers, washing, even cooking and drinking. Now that creeps me out, too.
 
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2manyproblems

Member
Jan 4, 2020
53
I've heard about that place, it was quite disgusting. The girl was lying in the tank for weeks iirc, and people kept using the water for everything imaginable, showers, washing, even cooking and drinking. Now that creeps me out, too.
Yes. A lot of people commit suicide at that hotel and it is famous for it. That whole thing with the girl who died in the tank was creepy. I feel sorry for her, not only because of what happened to her but also because of how she is remembered, being notorious for a creepy death like that.
 
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Epsilon0

Enlightened
Dec 28, 2019
1,874
Where I live there are miles and miles of wild forests. When the time comes, that's where I will be.
 
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lostangel

lostangel

Enlightened
Mar 22, 2019
1,051
I think a lot of people would like to die at home. I like that idea myself, but I also want to die outside in nature, somewhere isolated so animals and bugs and eat my body before I'm found. Does anyone have specific locations in mind for one reason or another? Or a special place of some kind?

Cliffs of Moher for me. It is a beautiful place to die.
 
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mesohappy

mesohappy

Cat piss sammich??
Jan 10, 2020
674
I wanna die at home,the only HOME I know.I want to be comfortable.in my slippers and close to my dog.
 
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pole

Global Mod
Sep 18, 2018
1,385
where it's just peaceful and beautiful like iceland, or like bali, indonesia, hawaii, somewhere that's just far away from everything and everyone, where i won't be found and be left alone forever.
 
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mr parkinson

Member
Oct 11, 2019
22
outside on a beautiful warm summers morning , I don't properly know where yet but maybe somewhere ive enjoyed being in the past ,just as the world is waking up ill slip away quietly I certainly don't want to do it in the middle of the night . I have parkinsons so ive got to time it before it gets too bad and I can still get about , not ready to go yet .
 
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AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
I would like to go in the comfort of my own home. However, since I live in a 2 family home where my landlords live in the apartment below me, I may opt to book a hotel room.
 
Nemeshisu

Nemeshisu

Experienced
Dec 25, 2019
236
Somewhere far away from all civilization so nobody will find my body and disturb my peace. Maybe in some Tundra or on some desolate island. The more remote place is, the better.
 
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SanitySalvage

SanitySalvage

The Ugliest King
Jan 11, 2020
22
I though about being at home, wrapped up in a blanket. The only thing is I don't have a room and sleep in the living room (haha) so... I don't know if it's such a good idea.

I really like lakes, beaches and oceans so I've also thought of jumping a bridge into a body of water. There's one near me but I fear it's not high enough.
 
BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,361
In my favourite place, sat in my car with a fluffy blanket and pillow, watching the sunrise while listening to music. My favourite place being one of the national parks in the UK called Dartmoor.
 
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ctbUniquectb

Pariah
Jan 7, 2020
489
In my favourite place, sat in my car with a fluffy blanket and pillow, watching the sunrise while listening to music. My favourite place being one of the national parks in the UK called Dartmoor.
Gassing yourself in the car? Ex tried this but went full retard and was quickly found on the side of the road

This forum - this thread specifically - is making me gay for single method (GSW, back of head, brain stem) in abandoned woods.

Cue Eric Cartman: I love you guys. You guys are my best friends.
 
Tempeste

Tempeste

Member
Jan 11, 2020
60
I think a lot of people would like to die at home. I like that idea myself, but I also want to die outside in nature, somewhere isolated so animals and bugs and eat my body before I'm found. Does anyone have specific locations in mind for one reason or another? Or a special place of some kind?


In one of my favorite books, one of the main characters settled all his affairs, and had dug a large hole in the wilderness with a cover where he planned to fast and pray until he passed. That way his burial was completely anonymous.

This appeals to me. Somewhere quiet and peaceful. There's a place I know with a large waterfall. Maybe nearby not at home.
 
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Shero

Shero

Experienced
Dec 19, 2019
274
Realisticly, at home.
Wishful thinking, in the arms of someone i feel safe. Feeling protected, telling me its going to be alright and embracing the warmth of the body.
 
JustVisiting

JustVisiting

Brain Tumour Killing Me
Dec 18, 2019
242
Planning something like this.
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