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The Unanswered Q

The Unanswered Q

Need to ascend
Jan 1, 2025
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8 right now, usually 5/6 though. Today's been awful and honestly don't know why.
 
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catfriend

catfriend

meow!
Apr 3, 2025
205
9! actively planning, minus the good-byes. still a ways off from my ctb date. :)

... still a 9, but anticipating it'll be a 10, come late friday evening. :)
 
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VoidButterfly

VoidButterfly

Flitterby
May 17, 2025
76
9, already have the method and have been working on goodbyes. Just waiting for the date now as I have something I need to do first.
 
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polm

Member
May 3, 2025
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9 for the last 18 months.
 
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FishRain3469

Student
Mar 12, 2025
191
Ehh, fck Idk... Prob somewhere around a 8. I've got my 12ga at the ready; cocked, locked and ready to rock.. Fml.
 
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NumbLittleBug

New Member
Dec 23, 2024
3
I'm almost always at at least a 5. My line of work forces me to face and think about death all the time. It seems almost natural to me that I would think about death as a concept and as it relates to me on the regular, even if I'm in an "ok" place. I like the phrase "low key death affinity" a lot actually. Highest I've ever been is at an 8. During those times, indulging in my thoughts and fantasies was almost addictive. Make no mistake though, even though I'm not at an 8 anymore, I still think about it all the time.
 
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Mooncry

Mooncry

꥟♡⏾
Sep 11, 2024
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I'm almost always at at least a 5. My line of work forces me to face and think about death all the time. It seems almost natural to me that I would think about death as a concept and as it relates to me on the regular, even if I'm in an "ok" place. I like the phrase "low key death affinity" a lot actually. Highest I've ever been is at an 8. During those times, indulging in my thoughts and fantasies was almost addictive. Make no mistake though, even though I'm not at an 8 anymore, I still think about it all the time.
Fellow Em Beihold listener?? 👀
 
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wham311

Arcanist
Mar 1, 2025
419
Always a 9 even in my sleep, which is a million times worse than 10.
 
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NumbLittleBug

New Member
Dec 23, 2024
3
Ahhhh hello my fellow "broken and broke!"
 
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derekWest

Experienced
Feb 1, 2025
206
5 by now
I like the phrase "low key death affinity" a lot actually.
I have some difficulties to understand this sentence. Why "low key" ? "Death affinity" is understand as a hobby ?

Sorry, I'm French....
 
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