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celestialchaos8192

Just a very tired person
Apr 23, 2026
1
Hmm i am drifting between 7 and 8, but all i need is just another bad day to go all the way to 10
 
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pinapellicer

Member
Mar 15, 2026
44
Do you guys still plan when you are 5-7, or do you just actively work on your plan and carrying it out at 8-9?
 
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AnonymousCat1

Apr 17, 2026
113
9 but feeling pretty calm about it right this second. the main thing i have left in terms of preparation is the letter to my family (big task, i admit, but everything else is pretty much ready to go)
 
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charlavail

charlavail

trying to figure out the point
Mar 19, 2026
148
My "good days"/baseline is like 5-6. Today I feel like an 7-8. trying not to SH is really hard rn, and so is acting on other impulses. I was just writing in my journal and ended up writing more suicide notes.
 
Afterglow

Afterglow

the best geoguessr player ever
Feb 22, 2025
378
7 on a good day, 9 on a bad day, 10 once before and hopefully soon again.
 
SoverignDreamer97

SoverignDreamer97

Member
Mar 29, 2026
54
Dunno... but the world has until June 19th to repent before I divide myself from it.

 
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PanaxMan

Specialist
Apr 11, 2023
330
I really like this scale for trying to place my emotions and level of distress.

Where are you guys today?

edit: a couple of people are saying 10, keep in mind this means that you're literally trying to kill yourself right now

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10 and not like I have other people to help me unless something changes I will be dead
 
Daisy88_99

Daisy88_99

Never Enough
Apr 22, 2026
24
I been 8-9 for a while, already have a note and making a plan but this has been going on for years. So idk if it counts. If there was a button that could kill me instantly, I would press it without hesitation and I would for years. The ONLY thing stopping me is the lack of PAINLESS methods available.
 
fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
488
None of these apply to me. I dont want to talk to anyone, call anyone, ot get help; i am not yet 10.
 
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Spongiform

Member
Apr 21, 2026
9
9

Just bought 3 foxglove plants from the nursery. need to trim the leaves and stuff then dry them out for a few days, then weigh them and see if I need more or not.
 

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