• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block. If you're located in the UK, we recommend using a VPN to maintain access.

When Do You Plan to CTB?

  • Today

    Votes: 1 1.1%
  • This Week

    Votes: 6 6.6%
  • This Month

    Votes: 10 11.0%
  • This Year

    Votes: 25 27.5%
  • 2+ Years from Now

    Votes: 10 11.0%
  • Never (recovering)

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • Undecided

    Votes: 17 18.7%
  • Conditional (will CTB if XYZ happens)

    Votes: 22 24.2%

  • Total voters
    91
eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,169
Setting a deadline for something like this doesn't work. Otherwise I would have been dead years ago.

It is pretty obvious that the people who post on here have high survival instinct. People who have low inhibitions already CTB.

I like to think when the time is right I will be ready in that moment but I am afraid I might never go through it.

There are people on here who are in their 50s and still alive despite wanting to die for the past 30 years. Man I hope I don't end up like that.
 
  • Like
Reactions: NeverSatisfied and Celerity
ikadasui

ikadasui

Arcanist
May 29, 2018
464
This saturday. It's my birthday and I've always wanted to go out on the day I came in. I'm reserving a hotel right now actually. Yes, I have plans so a worker won't be the first on scene to find me as well. Gonna be done with a knife
 
  • Like
Reactions: Celerity
Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,729
Setting a deadline for something like this doesn't work. Otherwise I would have been dead years ago.

It is pretty obvious that the people who post on here have high survival instinct. People who have low inhibitions already CTB.

I like to think when the time is right I will be ready in that moment but I am afraid I might never go through it.

There are people on here who are in their 50s and still alive despite wanting to die for the past 30 years. Man I hope I don't end up like that.
I mean, this is true, which is why the poll title is "When do you PLAN to CTB?".
 
Rue89

Rue89

Visionary
Feb 10, 2020
2,726
I'm hoping within the next couple months, if it all works out. Since covid started my mom has been working from home so I never have enough time alone. Now I hopefully will soonish.
 

Similar threads

N
Replies
15
Views
634
Suicide Discussion
idiotmother
I
HereWeGo!
Replies
8
Views
484
Suicide Discussion
onmywaytothebusstop
onmywaytothebusstop
F
Replies
5
Views
226
Offtopic
SeafoamSkeleton
SeafoamSkeleton
S
Replies
10
Views
401
Recovery
Grog
Grog
F
Replies
4
Views
73
Suicide Discussion
cemeteryismyhome
cemeteryismyhome