When do you think you’ll ctb?

[upthedownescalatorr]

Probably October sometime

Same, I'd like to die in autumn.

 

[Adamsnolife]

Same, I'd like to die in autumn.

Yeah. For me October will be quieter for what I plan to do as all the children and most of the adults Will be back at school and work respectively after the summer holidays

 

[Sans]

Hopefully I'll get the help I deserve and I won't have to CTB, but if it comes to that, I'm predicting between the ages of 25 and 30.

 

[zapffes_son]

Probably soon for me.

 

[lobster salad]

Hopefully next june. A lot to clear up (physical items and possessions) but I make progress once every 2 days, I'm getting closer to leaving no trace behind. Once i have finished, time is up and I'm gone.

 

[everydayiloveyou]

Our brains stop developing around 24-25 years old. If my anxiety is still severe by then, then there's literally no hope that I could ever live a fulfilling life.

I've been in therapy for a while and I'm gonna try meds soon. Hopefully it works but I don't think so. I was initially going to commit suicide at 14 and not much has changed since then.

 

[Cannedbones]

Hopefully it'll be the only thing I don't procrastinate

 

[Deepjoy]

For those of you planning on catching the bus, when do you think you'll do it?

Hopefully in the next week just waiting for the SN

 

[Maravillosa]

On a landmark birthday of mine after my mother dies and my novel has been successfully published. (I am thinking of 60, 65, 70 — I hope it is not 75 or 80! I cannot do it on my 55th birthday, which is next month: Mom is still very much alive and I have so much I want to do before I ctb). I would probably hang myself in a room at a nice beachside hotel on the Southern California coast if I can afford it.

 

[insanedoomer]

few months .

 

[plough22]

When I am pushed to my complete utter limits, it's already happening, the days are tougher. There'll be a time where I'll tie and throw off. All planned m, have rope and just need the push. I picked my place so it'll only be emergency services that see me first. When is the question cause these few years have been hellish cause someone went out of their way to destroy me. Get up out of bed . I need a push over the edge

 

[littlelungs]

I'd love to be able to say when, just so that I have something to look forward to.

The delay is almost exclusively due to just getting things in order, which is even more challenging than it already would be because simply existing in this body is a full-time job in itself. I'm making good progress, all things considered, but I wish I could just flip a switch and have everything done and ready to go in an instant.

 

[NasiGoreng]

When I get SN, dont have the energy to get anything in order

 

[Apricity]

I'm not entirely sure, but maybe soon. I got some possible good news today, I'm just waiting for it to be verified. If it turns out false, then I'll be catching the bus.

 

[domedune]

Definitely before I get old. I'm going to try out college some more but if I have some sort of vocational crisis, then within the next few years.

 

[upthedownescalatorr]

Yeah. For me October will be quieter for what I plan to do as all the children and most of the adults Will be back at school and work respectively after the summer holidays

Beachy Head?

 

[Depressed_Kettle]

I have an approximate date set but I'm still not 100% certain. Some days, I feel pretty good and some days are quite rough.

 

[WaaaghEnjoyer]

I'll try before having to return to college in September but it's probably just wishful thinking. So it's more probable that i'll do it whenever things get too stressful in the coming academic year.

 

[suicidesheep31]

Our brains stop developing around 24-25 years old.

That's not true. Recent studies show that we create neurons and neuronal connections at every age.
However, our brain is said mature around this age.

 

[everydayiloveyou]

That's not true. Recent studies show that we create neurons and neuronal connections at every age.

Oh yeah I know, barring conditions like dementia our brains will still do all that stuff, learn and make memories. I meant the major developments like the growth of the prefontal cortex. Maybe a better way to phrase it would be that our brains are fully matured/developed by that age.

 

[LostSoul1609]

For those of you planning on catching the bus, when do you think you'll do it?

I think I'm ready now, I'm just waiting for the cold weather to come up to start preparations.

 

[Adamsnolife]

Beachy Head?

More or likely yes

 

[upthedownescalatorr]

More or likely yes

You're much braver than I am. I went there once before, wasn't intending to ctb, I walked quite close to the edge but no one bothered me even though there were quite a few people around. If you look inconspicuous enough you should be fine.

 

[Sebuet]

In 67 days

 

[Stroopwafel.]

I'm not sure, but hopefully this year.

 

[Lmd]

In a week. I don't know why I've waited so long, I could have saved myself a lot of nonsense.

 

[Bedrock48]

Hopefully this year, if things don't improve with my planned therapy sessions I hope to attend soon. Likely no later than a couple years for now. I'll have the strength and peace with the decision soon, godwilling.

 

[HuffThePuff]

Once I've had enough of feeling like I'm falling down into a bottomless pit with no purpose or ambition. So probably very soon.

 

[juraviel]

when i absolutely cannot manage to live another day, and not a moment sooner

 

[Snake of Eden]

When it finally clicks in my mind