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What's the one thing you wanna do or happen before CTB?
Thread starteriamsadandinnocent
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I am thinking of sending a letter to the family of someone I met on this forum, someone with whom I shared a short but extremely deep bond. She CTBed two weeks ago. What we had was something between a friendship and something more — hard to define, but very real.
What's the one thing you wanna do or happen before CTB?
I am very shameful about what I want to do before dying, cause the answer is sex, I don't think I am incapable of getting sex, but my mental state and problems in life, makes me incapable of even thinking about a relationship.
I want to talk to specific toxic members of my family who have hurt me all my life and not hold back at all on speaking my feelings to them. I've always been too scared to speak on how I feel because everyone in my life just invalidates me when I try and victimises themselves but since I know I'm going to be dying it won't matter anymore. Also want to tell my mother and grandmother I don't believe in the stupid religion they've tried to force onto me all my life although I feel that my mother already knows this
PS:idk what to wish before CTB, maybe that the CTB wish fades fast and conditions improve (they are reasonable now, hopefully they can stay that way... that would technically be an improvement vs conditions fluctuating)
Honestly yeah I definitely would love to lose my virginity before I ctb. That being said, Im severely autistic, broke, unemployed, and literally deformed so its not like Im gonna have a chance to lose my virginity anyway even if I don't ctb lol.
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