Im thinking about acquiring a drivers license before I do it because I wanna be able to drive on my own to anywhere I want. I wanna drive to somewhere really isolated , away from everybody , maybe in like a forest or something and thats where I wanna die. I have not been on this forum much since I created this account but I have just had my final straw and I have no choice but to end it now. Its better to be dead than to be in this current state that im in. I wanna buy about 10 kg of sodium nitrite stuff it in my car and drive off somewhere when its dark turn on my car engine so I inhale carbon monoxide (I havent really looked into the methods that much). I cant die in my room , I cant incase my parents catch me mid attempt they are always around the house even when both of them are gone its usually only for a few hours. I dont think I can commit at home unless I have a method that I am 100% sure will work very fast. Otherwise I think I might just suffer for a few more months then kill myself in a car.
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Bitcoin (BTC):Ethereum (ETH):Monero (XMR):Cars dont produce enough carbon monoxide to ctb anymore. Having a driver license is cool, but then you need to buy a car. After you're dead, who's gonna pay got the isurance? You'll give your parents debt.
I think you should take more time to think about this decision and think everything through better.
I dont care about after I die , I just wanna end it , the reason im thinking of getting some cheap 2nd hand car is because it gives me more options. I can buy like 5kg of charcoal and die from carbon monoxide poisoning , I can die from SN and I can also die of a car crash from going 250 an hour. I just wanna die , I dont care too much about what happens to people after I die and what people will think of me after I commit. Since I will be dead
Those are all painful methods with high SI probably kicking in. I feel like you are still young. How are you planning on buying all that stuff? A drivers license is expensive, a second hand car is too.
Spent more time thinking about this stuff and if its worth it.Similar threads
